Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
August 6, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Sometimes one can not see the beauty of life that is all around them because of depression.
So much remains hidden to the outside eye when the beauty of life does not enter the higher mind.
With out our spiritual eye there is no seeing colors and songs of life.
Anger does color life red, yet not red of the Mother’s Smashan’s naked garments.
It is the color of blazing stress and tension.
Breathing in the wholeness of sun rise on our Blessed Kashi awakens the inner eye.
The natural vibration of the seeker’s heart is filled with the music of life and death.
When anger hits the natural vibration of life, then this vibration becomes absorbed in the darkness of black spaces that vibrates only by the egos thoughts.
It is the colors of the Tantric Goddesses Black and Red, that is turned into turmoil instead of beauty when anger carries the mist of despair.
The Great Natha Shiva carries the moon in His Body and as He dances moon beams flow all over the Universe so the story goes.
From the crescent moon to the full moon Lord Shiva carries the music of all the moon’s forms and dances.
This teaching of our Baba’s is a complete interfaith teaching of life and death.
The Moon belongs to all of us as well as the Sun.
The Planets belong to our Souls as well as the Gods and Goddess that represent them.
Anger bursts out of the whole body and the heart retreats, leaving the one with anger totally alone in the blasts of the aftermath of a dull combination of color.
The chakras go into shock when anger takes over the body.
The heart of each chakra can not breathe.
The alteration of the heart speeds the heart beat to the tune of anger.
Thus using up years of life.
This is why your Ma always tells you not to react to another’s anger.
When you do you are brought into the washed out used up colors and vibrations of the past moments of the Universe and one falls into the personal past emotions of the one who is angry.
The anger in one’s being demands a hidden space, ( Karmic Space ) which to hide and wait.
Yes past karmas is part of egos love of anger and knows instinctively how to wait out life times.
This is the karmic trap of the ego’s mind.
This is why your Mother Guru tells you to HESITATE! when you feel despair turn your whole being into an angry bomb of not listening to another’s heart.
Did you ever find yourself angry at the smallest things and you bring this anger out to others?
Feel yourself with out anger.
Breathe in and out deeply for about 11 minutes.
Then sit ever so quietly and pretend that you are never angry.
Feel the peace of ahimsa spread over you.
The peace non violence.
Look deeply and see how much better your body feels.
Now continue to breathe in and out and start your day feeling filled with the beautiful colors around you.
The colors not marred by anger.
Your Ma is not saying not to show your anger for rightful causes, perhaps for the way the poor are being taken care of or wars and famine or the abuse of human beings and animals or many different prejudices in the world and the non understanding of those who are different or with a different sexual orientation.
These and many other things in life we must let anger us.
Yet in understanding ourselves, we can use our anger to go forth and get things done instead of just complaining about life being so unjust, which of course so many times it is or seems to be.
SERVE, SERVE AND SERVE SOME MORE.
Service cools the angry heart allowing one to be calm enough to catch some of Shivas flying moon beams covered with the sacred ash of His Being.
With out the presence of anger you will be surprised how creative you can be.
What a creative moment one can have as you realize that anger brings you nothing but an angry shorter life filled with pain.
And then when one has moments of blinding anger, the beauty of white, becomes the blazing light of anger.
Blinding one’s self with this anger, the white can not be seen as purity or beauty of all nature.
The heart of the seeker is an expression of longing.
If one does not realize that this longing is a beautiful thing then one wants to fill the yearning heart with anger at anything or everything.
This day write in your journal what angers you.
Then at the end of every week, see if these spaces of anger have become less and less.
Pretend that you are not angry during a meditation session.
Feel the joy of the opposite of anger which is calmness.
This calmness is the absence of anger which you bring on yourself.
Yet the child who has been tortured in their young lives how do they live with out anger and self discrimination?
One has to teach those who have been terribly hurt not so much to forgive but to perhaps to try to understand the pain in those who have inflicted pain upon them thus breaking the chain of abuse.
This is so very hard to do and so your Mother Guru dedicates her heart to help children and adults not to lose the colors or music of life forever.
This is a long process, yet it is a fulfilling processes.
For each minute you can bring peace and understanding to another, there are life times of anger washed away in the Mother’s full and unconditional love.
My chelas I love you all so very much.
Think of this love and let anger slip into the washed out colors of the past as you listen to the music of the now.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai