Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers.
Namaste my chelas all over the word.
When the deepest part of your being begins to speak to you from a divine space, one may become afraid and ignores the pain of separation.
Separation from one’s self brings a feeling of sadness and uselessness.
Yet to acknowledge this feeling is to accept that one wants to go back from where they have come in the moment, underneath the sounds of the ego.
To stop a moment and say to yourself, I AM LONGING FOR YOU one begins to understand the beauty of the Paramaguru and Guru.
The Guru knows the heart of the secret chamber of the chela’s love.
There are times in Darshan that I look over at my chelas and the love in their eyes are beyond anything that I have ever dreamed of.
It is as if all the darkness of life has turned into the red beauty of Lord Agni’s Fire.
I can barely look into my chela’s eyes.
I remember each moment that I first met my chelas, yes each and every one of them when our hearts met and I took them as my own.
All the colors in the world became visible in that moment.
At times the chela waits a day or two before their hearts open and the memory of many past life times come into the now.
All breaths become the moment of becoming the breath with in the breath.
There is no greater love than the love between Guru and chela and chela and Guru.
There is no sweeter moment than when chela is sitting before the Guru.
One lives lives in this moment.
My Baba taught me how to do an ancient meditation on the Guru.
It is deeply profound and untangles the webs of Karma.
In the west it is hard to understand the connection between Guru and chela.
Yet for your Ma it is easier simply because I am chela too.
The Guru clears the mind of distant thoughts that appear out of the moment and brings chela to the now in the fullness of the now.
The slightest suggestion that the chelas needs help in observing ones self from birth to death, the Guru begins to teach and during the teaching holds the chelas tight to the heart of the Guru.
The rhythms of the Universes brings forth the songs of the now.
The sages brought to light that the experiences of the heart must be lived in the now.
Chants were memorized and past on.
Yoga was taught and yoga was learnt.
It is said that Lord Shiva taught the mystical experience of Kali Natha Yoga to the first Nathas.
The Guru is the beautiful expression of the truth in the heart of the chela.
Many Gurus and many paths.
Yet when one honors one Guru, then they honor all Gurus.
Entering the light of the Guru’s Love is to enter into one’s self.
I have been teaching from the deep place of a chela’s heart.
For my heart is the heart of the chela.
If I was to ask you who is your Beloved.
Say the answer to yourself.
Then look and see how the moment changes.
This is a piece of Soul Wisdom.
What is it that you feel when you think of your Beloved?
If it is that you want to know the truth of your feelings then you must investigate your feelings.
This is at times difficult to do.
Yet if one lets themselves truly feel the love that they are living at the Feet of the Guru then they experience life fully.
It is hard at first to think that the Guru has taken form for the chela.
When one can feel this deep love then the thought of going beyond body consciousness can not be so frightening.
The combination of such deep love and the respect of Guru and chela brings one to a wise and compassionate way of living.
Guru and chela’s vibration has the heart growing in harmony with the Universe.
The feminine principle of love is just that changing moment of life and death.
One becomes free of any complexities due to age or gender or any other beautiful differences.
The feminine embraces male and female.
This embrace holds the vision of Liberation.
Difference yet no difference.
When one pins down a certain way of thinking then the moment is dead.
To open ones mind to all ways is to open the heart to your way.
Self distraction is the start of not understanding about your life and the lives of others.
It takes a lot of courage to walk with understanding of one’s self and the self of others.
It takes a lot of courage to say no to injustices that are seen and those that are hidden.
It takes a lot of courage to love one’s self.
It takes a lot of courage not to push life away.
The Guru brings one the courage to live fully.
She brings the thought of life a sacred thought of love. of your self and your creativity.
So my chelas, know who your Beloved is.
For certainly you understand She has taken you as Her Beloved and knows you through and through.
Bring good things to the Mother’s Table to be shared with others.
Bring love to the Mother’s Table to be tasted by all.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet of the Guru Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai