Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 9, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
This is your Ma and your Mother and your Guru.
I can not begin to express how much I miss each and every one of you.
You all must know that the love I have for you is beyond breath or words.
There is nothing cold about this love only fire and passion.
My love has three breaths BABA, KASHI AND THE BREATH OF CHELA.
They all come together in the moment of infinity where the Gods and Goddess know that this love can not begin and there fore can not end.
You are all so valuable in the eyes of your Guru Mother.
I know how much you have missed your Ma.
Especially this day.
Yet I need you all to know that you have a LIVING PARAMAGURU AND MOTHER GURU.
When you celebrate your Baba’s Maha Samadhi, know that your Ma has Her Hand on your heart and that the beats of our hearts is the call of love to all who can hear and even those who can not.
You all have the keys in your hands to expand Mother Kashi.
Our Baba’s Dream is for our Mother Kashi to grow.
She who is so valuable in the eyes of the Formless for the Formless carries the remembrance of She who is the Mother.
It is She who comes running to you this day and places Her Lips On Your Brows.
It is She who cries out the Names of the Divine Mother as Great Fire devours your karma.
It is She who is the pounding heart of your Baba Neem Karoli.
It is She who is the will of God and Goddess.
It is She who is the heart of all the Murties. As the afternoon sun moves slowly toward the horizon and sets Her Eyes on the Night Goddesses of Kashi feel the fires in thier hearts.
It is She who is so precious.
It is She who is my Baba’s Presence.
The unity of God Goddess, chela and Guru.
Each day is so long when you forget the Mother.
Yet one day this path runs through your heart and never hides in time again.
It becomes stronger and stronger and melts away your karma.
Puja becomes the cry of the Soul.
The Soul that wants to go Home in life and death.
The Heart of the Baba can not be fenced in.
Baba wants to be loved by chela.
Ma loves to be loved by chela.
This love reflects back to chela and chela lives in the brightness of Guru’s Shadows.
Chela becomes softer and softer on each Baba’s Maha Samadhi.
I throw the rice, I call out the Names, I greet you all with the promise of my flesh soon to be Home.
Home, just the thought of Home brings tears flowing down my face.
All of our lives have been a preparation for the Teaching when I come Home.
I have prepared you well.
You honor your Ma as you take care of my Mother Kashi.
The chela is one who swims in the ocean of unity.
Chela and Guru are two Souls living in the flesh of one body.
One only needs to remember this.
Let us all bring the consciousness from the beginning of our time together to the Moment Of Baba’s Maha Samadhi.
Look at the birds in Kashi Sky.
Their path are made by their wings of love.
Their wings of love protects the faces of Gods and Goddesses.
My chelas you are Shaivite Warriors who are in Love With Our Lord Krishna.
The Gods and Goddess are your lovers this night.
I am there always.
I leave my footprints in the Inner World Of Your Soul.
Feel the Guru’s Feet walking upon your heart as I myself do Puja for the Guru of Guru’s our Neem Karoli Baba.
Feel the Image of the Mother’s Scent.
I am there.
My Pujas and Prayers go out to our Living Baba.
Let them feel you my Baba, let them feel me my Baba.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
I Love You All So Very Much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.