Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 10, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Is it possible that the very bones of the Guru can miss Her Ashram so very much?
Is it possible that chela has entered the blood of the Guru through the veins of love and bring such warmth to the coldness of missing one’s own.?
Is it possible, I ask my Baba that love can last centuries and centuries and only grow in the chela’s heart.
My Baba Answers HOW MUCH DO YOU LOVE YOUR BABA?
HOW MUCH DO YOU DO PUJAS TO YOUR BABA?
HOW MUCH DOES THIS LOVE GROW AND GROW EACH AND EVERY DAY AND CENTURY?
HOW MUCH DOES THE GURU MEAN TO YOUR MOMENT AND YOUR LIFE?
THEN MY MA, KNOW HOW MUCH YOU ARE LOVED AND HOW MUCH YOU LOVE.
YOU ARE ALWAYS WALKING ON THE EDGE OF LIFE AND DEATH COMPOSING LOVE SONGS FOR YOUR GURU AND YOUR CHELAS.
I bowed to my Baba with all that is in me.
I watch as the large stones of my chela’s ego fall from the mountains of life and death into the great oceans of living ordinary every day life.
Every moment remembering Guru is a still moment that stays always in the love waters of the hearts river the Ganga.
From these waters new waters of acknowledgment and love come over the chela.
The waters have crossed the human threshold of love and beyond.
The Soul recognizes the love that is always flowing between Guru and chela.
One recollects many lifetimes in the flames of the Dhuni of the Paramaguru’s Mahasamadhi.
I have only begun to teach you of the love of your Guru Baba.
I can not think of His Flesh in death when I your Ma, can see Him and touch His Holy Feet in life.
Your conscious breathing is the living Dharma of living in community.
Living in Satsanga is to live in the Light that always shines from your Guru Mother’s Love for Her Guru and Her chela.
When the Mother comes Home one thinks I AM HOME even though they have been taking care of the Mother Ashram all along.
The three breaths which is Baba, Kashi, and chela are the three attributes of freedom of living with the Mother Guru.
Say to yourselves over and over this day, I AM LOVED BY THE MOTHER GURU, I AM FREE, I AM LOVED BY THE MOTHER GURU, I AM FREE.
Then feel the moment of the BREATH OF THE NOW and know my love.
The three breaths die of love in one second and then burst into life in the next.
This love is in the fire and in the blood of the chela and the Guru.
This is the true nature of life and death, coming and going and always being.
I can not wait to teach you the way I am taught by our Baba and our Swami.
Nothing changing yet always changing going deeper and deeper and suddenly all fear disappears.
Kashi Light is the Light of the Paramaguru and Guru.
This Light will consume all that is cruel to the heart of chela.
I will teach you of reactions and how to use the Karmic Spaces to steady your reactions and bring love into the Cubby Holes.
When you are hurt deeply by another you will learn to call on the Mother before time lets you suffer.
Remember love is in the Fire and In The Blood Of the Guru’s Lineage.
You are your Paramaguru’s Lineage and Heart.
Remembering this, you will learn how all the things that you thought brought you suffering can bring you understanding of yourself and others.
How can I think that I have suffered when I have my Guru’s Breath And Life that has touched me internally and externally.
One does not get caught in such small situations of yesterdays thoughts no matter how painful when the Guru takes the pain in the moment of the now.
I will teach you how to stop the suffering of others and yourself.
You will know all these things and all these things will know you.
When you close you eyes you can watch your breath and visualize any pain that you have suffered throughout life times disappears in the Ganga’s mists.
The remembrance of the act of pain disappears in the waters of the Guru’s Love in the now.
The now that is the breath of being.
The now is the BREATH OF BEING.
The now is the BREATH OF NON BEING.
The Guru is the breath of perfect understanding.
Look into your hearts my chelas.
I am the fullness and the emptiness.
My love never changes and yet it does as it grows and grows.
Never decreasing always growing.
This moment I take no form so I can come into your breath and then take form in your heart.
My Baba’s Blanket weaves and unravels like a heavenly net that whispers love as it covers us all.
The Sacred Kashi Sky weaves itself downward as it touches the Mother’s Holy roots of Kali Natha Yoga touching everything around us in every moment of our lives.
The true nature of the chela’s being is in the growth of love that we can spread out across the world and the heavens.
Kashi is heaven on earth.
She is something that is possible every moment.
Her dimensions are the bones and ashes of human kind.
Ganga Mother soothes us all.
I take you all first into the jiva atman and then with great joy into the Universal Atman.
Joy and Bliss would not be possible with out love.
This love is our Baba’s Presence in our Here and Now.
Your many letters have touched me deeply over this summer and especially when I could not write to you.
You have felt me with in your burning love that covers like our Baba’s Blanket in the mindfulness of life and death.
I say to our Baba, I am because you are.
I AM, BECAUSE YOU ARE.
This day contemplate our lives together.
In all my Ashrams contemplate our lives together.
In this way of contemplation you can feel the true nature of Guru Mindfulness.
When I come Home to our Sacred Kashi, I will teach you, I will share with you how to Light the Fires of Awareness.
Bring to the Mother’s Table all that you can to share with humanity.
Then sit by the Ganga at the Mother’s Table and give thanks over and over.
I will take you Home to your selves.
I love you my chelas.
Non of you are outsiders looking in, you are in the moment looking out spreading love.
My Pujas and Prayers are more of a Prayer of Thankfulness.
For all that one’s eyes can see and that which can’t be seen, I give thanks for our Mother Kashi’s abundance of truth and love.
My chelas you are that which I live for.
Know this and I am at peace.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai