Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
I just got through looking at the pictures that my very own Smokey one, our Swami Dhumavati Jaya took of the Baba’s Mahasamadhi Puja.
They are beautiful pictures and when seeing our Swami Ramayana holding the umbrella over your Ma’s chair I am certainly trying to hurry things up here.
It is strange that one may think that we may be separated by space.
There is no way, there is only love upon love.
The Beloved seeking the Lover.
I am Here I want to scream out, I am there.
Yet I of all people understand the need to see your Guru’s Flesh.
I hear your hearts my chelas.
I see your Souls.
Stop being cranky.
I am cranky enough for all of us.
Our whole spiritual journey is a journey Home back where we all belong.
Yet as long as you are with the living Guru, there is never homesickness of the Soul.
We all sit under the shade of His Blanket.
We have all traveled to where our Soul has led us yet never so at Home as we are on our Mother Kashi.
She is the open door to all of our happiness.
I can feel how hard you are all working preparing the Mother Kashi for your Mother Guru.
It is at this moment in time and space that I want you to understand that you have never been separate from your Ma.
As you take care of our Mother Kashi, you are making a pathway that we all can walk on together.
This is our journey into the Light.
The Teaching of the Cubby Holes is the teaching of confronting your own fears.
Each Cubby Hole has a mirror that reflects one’s problems and fears.
Every one of my chelas problems and feelings are the Mother Gurus.
Can you not feel that the ATMAN is calling us all Home as we live and breathe on Mother Kashi’s Holy Land?
None of you lack the know how to follow your Ma in that special place of the winds of fire in your heart.
My blood keeps us all flowing with out separation.
When you begin to feel sad just know that it is the Mother Guru whom you long for and the great secret is that the Mother Guru is always longing for you.
Turn your attention away from that which is a shadow of love into the depth of the reality of our love.
My Baba always says to take the chela by the hand and bring them to all the directions of the winds fire of time and space in the depth of themselves.
What ever sounds of despair may be present in your mind, try to hear all the sounds of love all around you in the circle of fire that is present around your heart of love, your heart of the Mother Guru.
I take your despair this very moment,
I take your unhappiness this very moment.
I take your doubts this very moment.
As soon as your eyes see these words, it is gone, all the shadows that the great Jung spoke and wrote about and taught.
I can do this for my Love Is The Energy Of Your Life.
And that the Shadow Gods and Goddesses Of Kashi are always there to eat any shadows of darkness.
They bring the shadows that are made of light.
All you have to do is let the Light come in.
This Light allows you to look through things not just at them.
As the objects of the world’s pain comes before you, you have the power to see through them and help others as you become a little less involved with your own ego.
This is quite challenging, yet I know as your Mother that you can do it.
I want you all to know that my Pujas for all of you has not lessen while I have been away, quite the contrary, they have increased.
Especially that which you did not know you were asking for.
I preserved the moment of flowing love.
When individual sounds of ego comes up with out a regard to the hearts meaning, you simply have to say MY MA LOVES ME.
This is the eternal sounds of the heart that is in every one of my chelas.
The sounds of love and the movement of the Beloved toward the one who is seeking.
I love you my chelas so deeply and profoundly.
If you only knew how much each and every one of you mean to your Ma you would never have a sad earth second ever.
The feelings that are feelings of truth come from the Fires that fill the Dhuni Of My Heart with the fuel that is chela’s Being.
We burn our Beings together as we abide before our Baba’s reflection in the Great Fires of the Gods and Goddesses.
I want so much to write you all individually yet that is impossible.
Yet I must tell my Sati Mayee how much I love and miss her all summer and how proud I am of her.
And we will definitely have that cup of tea after I get back and settle in.
I know how hard my Gangaji Ma is working on our Grounds, I can feel it in my bones.
I know how hard all of you are working and waiting for the Mother to come Home.
Just keep my love the focus of your life.
Make this clear to yourself.
When your heart is crying out Ma Know Me, then truly know that I indeed know you and love you as you are this moment.
The ego mind at times keeps you busy with trivia of the ego’s thoughts.
THE INTUITIVE MYSTICAL YOU, HONORS YOUR LOVE THOUGHTS OF THE MOTHER, KNOWING THAT YOUR MOTHER GURU IS ALWAYS LOVING YOU WHETHER OR NOT YOU ARE IN HER MOMENT.
Never try to rationalize this love, just know that it is the love of the Beloved.
No one ever told me that I would fall so in love with my chelas.
Yes my chelas, I too sometimes are over whelmed with this love as I state in Darshan.
It takes an enormous amount of time and energy when you deny this love.
Life becomes more difficult.
I take all difficulties from you now.
This moment.
I take your darkness into myself and give it all to my Baba Neem Karoli and it floats to the waiting hands of the Goddess who digests the smoke of our prayers.
Is this a Darshan or is it a love letter to my chelas.
It is both.
For the world can feel this love especially this day Sept. 11.
There is no such thing of loving too much, there is such a thing of loving too little.
I take from you the fear of loving Guru.
Breathe me in this day my chelas.
I will merge your breath with my own and the living breath of our Baba Neem Karoli.
I devour your pain my chelas as Mother Smashan.
Love this moment my chelas.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba on our Blessed Kashi.
Baba lives Here you know.
Love Ma
