Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 17, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
I invite you all to your Ma’s first intensive as soon as I get back to our Sacred Kashi.
You can only imagine how it will be.
The Shakti is flowing all summer preparing all who read these words for my coming Home and our Durga Puja Intensive.
My heart can not wait.
This is an intensive not to be missed.
If one can learn to dance with the Mothers then one can banish chaos with the Fire that has been flowing up the spine.
When you are so close to chaos the Mother can use it to wipe away the rust of time and the sleeplessness that comes upon you.
Love of the 10 Mahavidyas brings the shadows of the shadow Gods and Goddesses.
I ask you all for the next four days to drop the knives of your ego’s pride.
To feel your heart mock all the spirits of pride one must praise others with truth of heart.
As you give up ego’s knives you bring the sharpness of DIVINE LIGHT and instead or returning pain for pain, you watch ego pride disappear in the song of love of all the angels of mystical content and be free.
The ego’s pride will want to follow and chase you, yet you can leave the ego limping along as you dance faster and faster with the Mother’s heart beating the Drums of antiquity.
As one passes through all the Cubby Holes during many life times one can find that all over the world there is a common destiny amongst all who breathe.
Bitter footsteps may follow you.
These are the footsteps of the moaning ego who is melting away during your dance with the Mahavidyas.
One learns how to wear the flowering moon as a crown to Lord Shiva.
My chelas as the fading light of the Karmic Spaces begin to fall from the heavens into the burning eyes of Smashan Kali, you become lighter and lighter.
The Infinite begins to permeate this level of love in life and every thing changes.
The change is a faster journey into the heart of the Guru.
It is infinitely simple.
I love and you love and all who see this love, learn to love.
It is as simple as this.
There are no rules to come on this journey only the religion of kindness.
One can get tangled in there own dead ashes of past lives.
The new ash that comes from Lord Shiva’s dancing body falls upon the chelas flesh and the moment is born.
The chela is never separated from the Guru.
No chela has ever searched for his Beloved with out the Beloved seeking the chela.
My chelas I ask you how much time you have spent wrestling with your own doubts?
Doubts is built into the essential nature of life.
Once this is known then you can begin to pay attention to the reality of this present moment.
The wanting mind belongs to the ego.
The present mind belongs to the heart.
My chela, Kashi Mother can bring you into the will just to be.
When the ego cries out YOU MUST HAVE THIS OR THAT IT IS THE GODDESSES HEARTS THAT SAY YOU ARE COMPLETE IN THIS MOMENT OF KASHI.
One can be deaf and unaware along the path,
Then the path is not a path at all just the ego’s journey.
Kashi brings you the fullness of the moment.
The Journey along the shores of the Ganga keeps one in the flowing blood of She who never stops loving unconditionally
It is all Here She cries out to Her chelas.
It is all in the Dancing Mothers.
She then brings you to the state of graciousness and acceptance
I love you my chelas.
My Pujas and Prayers are that you all feel this love.
Breathe in this love and know you are breathing in your Mother Guru who loves and adores you and can not wait to see you all.
Receive this love with the mindful mind.
Receive it with the mindful heart.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai