Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 22, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Our next INTENSIVE BREAKING THE KARMIC CYCLE will not just be your Ma teaching you how to break your different habits that have taken you into the Karmic Spaces all of your life times, we will actually be doing it as you sit before the Mother.
The quiet of the mind will fill with the joy of surrender to the Goddess with in your own being.
You will learn to hesitate right before you make the leap into yesterdays traps and Samskaras.
The experience of your own intuitive insight will be brought to the surface of your every day consciousness. Inside of all of you is a TANTRIC ATTITUDE THAT LOOKS AT LIFE WITH OUT DUALITY.
This is not a Philosophy or religion, it just is past all words or doctrines.
Tantra faces life right on in the moment.
Kali Natha Yoga is also a path of Tantra that the Nathas were taught by Lord Shiva.
Tantra has nothing to do with the ego it is beyond the ego.
Tantra loves and loves unconditionally.
In Tantric Kali Natha Yoga EVERY THING IS PART OF THE WHOLE.
My chelas this is the first intensive I will be giving since I have gotten back Home to our Mother Kashi.
This Intensive will be part of our Durga Puja THE TANTRIC MOMENTS OF THE MOTHERS.
Yet it is even more than this for I will be with my chelas for the first time in a long time.
This is a current that runs through my own veins into the veins of my chela’s Being.
Just being with chela the Guru erases all boundaries.
There is no Guru so loved by Her chelas than your Mother Guru.
There are no chelas so loved by their Mother Guru.
This love will enter into all who come Here.
Your hearts will vibrate with the Tantric Lover inside of your heart.
Tantra has very little to do with sex.
It has all to do with the beauty of deep and profound love, unconditional love.
As you must know, your Ma lives for the sight of Her chelas all over the world.
And indeed they are coming Home.
The way is straight and narrow like the CROW FLIES as our Swami Nityananda always says.
My Baba has thrown the arrow of unconditional love in this Ma’s Heart of Understanding and I your Guru Mother am wide open and so are the mysteries of Tantric Existence.
You will be engaged in the practice of Kali Natha Yoga a practice necessary to attain a loving consciousness of your inner spirit.
Who ever your Guru is your Guru and Teachers will be honored by your Ma and Her chelas.
This is the way of our Baba Neem Karoli.
Real peace and love will come to you as you hesitate to just as you are about to enter into the CUBBY HOLES.
The same Karmic Spaces that you have entered into since the beginning of time.
The Mother is always in communication with the SPIRIT OF WHO YOU ARE IN LIFE AND IN DEATH.
I love you my chelas so very much and want so much for you that I can hardly contain my self until I do see you all at Durga Puja and the Intensive.
Yet I may sneak out to see our residents not for them but for my hearts eyes to feast upon my chelas who are closer to me than my own breath.
Let us give our newest chela our newest baby girl Her name this moment which is JEWEL JAYA.
The little Jewel Of Victory and the beloved of Ganesha Ma and Baba.
Our Morgan’s name is one of my favorites Little Jaya Das, the same as my Grandson Anthony Jaya Das and of course our Yashoda’s Only Chela.
Our Sebastian’s Name is YOUNG BHAJARANGI JAYA, THE VICTORY OF LORD HANUMAN.
I can not tell you how proud I am of Devi Mayee Jaya’s children, such a great Mom.
I also can not wait to get my hands on Little Jewel Jaya.
Natha Natha Natha don’t be jealous you are still the main man in my life and you know that your Grandma Guru can not wait to hold you so tight and give you big hugs and kisses.
Be a good boy in school.
My Jewel Lotus Jaya you know you are my very first Jewel and the Jewel in my heart as well as being the very first in life time after life time to say LONG LIVE MY GURU.
And my Bhajarangi Hanuman what can I say about the little baby who grew up at my Feet and has turned into the Young Man who takes care His Ma.
All my children breathe in the Mother’s breath, they have brought me so much joy.
A few days ago I saw our Jaya Sati Ma and our Ganesha and our Ruben.
They are so gorgeous
I am so proud of all of them.
They all keep in touch with their Ma and capture my heart with this love.
All respect and love their Ma and the Teachings ( all thought I have caught them complaining when they were younger for indeed your Ma is very protective)
Our Soo Se is Home and is so spoiled by His Mom, I screamed when he came to pick me up at the airport.
Our Tony Cho will be Home in a few days, I can not wait, so many Mother’s and Fathers do all these kids have.
And Chunny is on his way Home.
My Beautiful Indrani and my Beautiful Subadra did me proud in Uganda taking care of so many.
And truly I think that my Laxman is so gorgeous that I can not breathe when I see Him and my Baby Girl Jaya Hanuman Shakti, ( i am sorry but you always be my baby girl)
There are so many as you saw when they gathered around their Guru Mother for my birthday to honor and respect.
And can you believe that my K.P. Hanuman wants to go teach in Japan.
I swear he gave me all my gray hair.
And of course our Ganga Das and our Jaya Ma are together such a long time, ( my lips are sealed as I have never intruded in my kids lives)
My chela, my son, my Luke Madava is so handsome and sits like a yogi in front of His Ma and doing so well.
OK THIS IS ENOUGH, I LEFT SO MANY OUT YET I LEFT NO ONE OUT.
SO MANY ARE AWAY IN UNIVERSITY AND SO MANY GRADUATED UNIVERSITY.
Every one of you know that your Ma loves you madly and fully.
I truly need to see my chelas, you can tell by just reading our Darshan Line this day.
Yet they are happy to know that their Ma is Home as they walk under my balcony.
I will be spending all day and for the next few days doing Pujas for my daughter, Naga Ma Jaya who is battling Cancer and will win.
I can not tell both my Laxman and my Naga Ma how much they mean to me for so many years.
My Naga Ma Jaya know that I hold you very tight and will not let you go until you are free of this illness and in my arms and even then I will hold you always.
Hear your Name On My Lips, THE VICTORY OF THE NAGAS.
Please my Laxmanji keep in touch with your Mother Guru and let me know how things are going.
Both of you will feel me deeply.
My Pujas and Prayers are that all my chelas know that the Love of Guru is beyond all description.
I would like to take this moment to say to my Beloved Twameva Happy Birthday.
You saw how I greeted you this summer.
Those few moments said it all.
I love you my Twameva more every day.
Now I must go and see what every one wrote me about how my Gangaji Ma Jaya did our Pool Area and how she never stopped working for one moment.
I thank you all for doing such a great job on our Mother Kashi, She and I and Baba blesses you all.
I love you.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
P.S A letter and poem from my child of over thirty years and for ever.
Its just you and me Kid!
Namaste Ma, Welcome to Your Home. Happy New Year, may this be a Blessed Year for You, filled with Health, Love, Prosperity and Greatness. I missed you very much. With all my love, Your Sita Jaya Her Shore of Safety My Mothers toes have touched Her shore of safety She has seen the ocean and the sky Mountains in their grandeur knelt before Her beauty. Now she rests here on Her shore or safety. Mother we wait Mother we are one. I Love You Sita Jaya