Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Oct. 5 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
It is only love that keeps this Teaching running through the softness of Mother Kashi.
A love that is so full that one can only rejoice at the mere thought of it.
The chela enjoys the love of the Guru Mother and the Guru Mother enjoys the love of the chela.
It is as simple as that .
Yet it is the ego that calls away from the direct path of love, the unsuspecting chela.
This is called SPILT SHAKTI.
In order for the Powerful Shakti of the Mother not to enter into the ego’s dark spaces the Mother Guru literally spills the karma into the Earth’s Mother’s Warm Womb which awaits the clearness of the chela’s mind.
The ego generates illusions so the Mother’s Love can not enter straight into the chela’s heart.
Ask your mind this day, WHAT ILLUSION AM I GOING TO WORK ON TODAY.
Let this be the theme of your day. WHAT ILLUSION AM I GOING TO WORK ON TODAY.
Write in your journal that MY STRENGTH COMES FROM WITH IN AND I IDENTIFY WITH MY STRENGTH NOT THE ILLUSION.
Write down how much does your mind listen to your illusion.
Ask in your journal, DO I HAVE ENOUGH SELF ESTEEM TO DIRECT MY SELF TOWARD LOVE AND LIVE IN THE SPACE THAT IS FOR MY HIGHEST GOOD?
This morning the Mother empowers you with extreme goodness and love for yourself as well as for others.
I write these words during my Pujas to the Goddess of Dawn so do not take them lightly.
Your Guru Mother empowers you with your own strength.
How does it feel my chelas to be loved so much that your Guru Mother writes every day during Her Pujas at any time of the day and night just for you?
This alone can empower you.
This deep caring alone can show you that you are never alone EVER!
There fore this moment bring into your being a newness a newness of self esteem.
Now reading these words you must know that you need to have self esteem.
You can not stop your age from growing or as I say glowing for indeed as one looks around our Sacred Kashi one will see your Ma’s chelas aging beautifully glowing with the love of Paramaguru and Guru and of course our Swami Nityananda.
Hold on to the fact that this life you are living is the life at the Guru Mother’s Feet.
So many have gone through the shedding process.
Shedding is getting rid of anything in your way that clouds your mind from the Great Love Of Your Guru Mother .
This moment spot the saboteur of your happiness.
Looking deeply you can see that no matter whom you may blame you are the Greatest Saboteur of your happiness.
I am offering you yourself this moment.
I am asking you not to sabotage the moment with the mind of the ego.
The Mother brings you enough Shakti to shed the ego and to let the heart soften.
To soften the heart one must now abort self disapproval.
One may think that if one is too open and too loving they will be hurt due to their vulnerability.
Why my chela would you allow your ego mind to disempower you when you have so much to give to yourself and to others?
Any way this is the time of your Guru’s vulnerability.
I am trusting my chelas with the Mother’s Shakti to make Kashi more than She even is.
To open all my Ashram to the Goodness of your own hearts.
I trust you with this Goodness and the Goddess Kashi.
I trust you my chelas like never before.
As you sat before me in Dead Dawn Darshan yesterday I saw strong hearts and open minds.
As you sat before your Mother Guru I watched as the hearts grew sweeter and softer though still strong in fact the heart grew even more in strength.
I watched as your mind stopped running as fast.
I loved taking you deeply into Kali Natha Yoga.
I only ask that you understand that this Yoga is not just about moving the body, it is about the whole package of being chela.
And this package includes Paramaguru and Guru Mother.
I too am part of this package and I thank Baba every day of my life for the privilege of being chela.
If you are seeing this words, then bring them into your heart of understanding.
If you are seeing these words then you are able to do this.
Once the heart understands even slightly, then gratitude becomes the path and you become a warrior on the gracious path.
I love you my chelas.
So very much.
Love Ma Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Divine Tantric Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.
Mother Kashi is the Mother of the GREATEST TANTRIC TEACHING AND LOVE.
KI JAI, KI JAI, KI JAI!