Om Ganesha,
Evening Pujas and Prayers
Oct. 11, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
When one is negative all the time then they develop negative Samskaras in the unconscious.
This individual is firmly rooted in fear and sorrow.
This person is seeped in a gross sleep which is not a healthy natural sleep.
This negative sleep is where one goes when one wishes to escape their own problems and the problems of others.
One who clings to the Mother’s Feet can not cling to his weaknesses.
The Great Mother teaches one to shake the notions of Tamasic sleep off of them.
The Great Mother teaches of the Light Of Nectar that spills over the rim of life.
This teaching when accepted also shakes off notions of Tamasic sleep.
Then the freedom of the heart opening begins to root out negative karmas.
In Dead Dawn Darshan this morning I took my chelas into the place of balance.
Where one holds both the sun and the moon in the palms of their hands.
From my own memories of being taught by our Baba Neem Karoli, I gave of my self to my chelas in the early morning Darshan.
Just writing my Guru’s Name sends chills to my whole Being.
How wonderful to be so deeply in love with one’s Guru.
Yes my chelas you too know this love.
This morning was like springtime and one could see the shimmer of my tears as I spoke of my chela’s journey into death.
Yet the Soul never dies, it dances to Earth on the wings of the Mother’s angels.
As age covers us slowly with time, one learns of the heart of the Guru Mother.
The feather of Her Love touches your heart as you go on with your life toward your death.
Oh yes I teach of death quite often and slowly the teaching of death chips away at life’s fear.
Time has no place between the heart of Guru and the heart of chela.
Only passionate love lives in this Sacred Space.
Chela, your life is my life and I share my life with all who come.
In other words I share you with you.
Time continues waiting through dusty corridors of life until the Light Of Kindness touches one deeply.
Then all negativity begins to fade.
I taught this morning like never before.
I was heard this morning like never before.
And this is the Joy of Kali Natha Yoga.
Surely you must know by now that it is not all about movement, though Kali Mother dances in the heart of the chela.
It is this space that is eager to erase all negativity.
The Mother teaches you to believe in yourself and your life and the Mother Kashi.
The Mother teaches you to believe in your good karmas.
Kindness toward others is to not ever take anything for granted but to give thanks for each breath.
Negative Karma is like an empty pot burning on the stove.
Positive Karma is the bowl of ripe sweet fruit that never goes bad and never disappears.
My chelas do not let negative karmas defeat you for as you sit at the Feet of your Guru you are freeing your own positive shakti.
The Guru Mother activates your Good Karma and you are given the tools to live with compassion for yourself and for others.
Meditate my chelas and quiet your mind .Be aware my chelas of all the goodness in your life.
My chelas, expect your Guru Mother’s Love.
Expectation of this love is a powerful spiritual magnet for all the Mahavidyas to come to you and bless you and yours.
I love you deeply my chelas.
Know of this love.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai