Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
November 30, 2006
Namaste my chelas all over the world,
Jealousy robs you of your own happiness.
It takes a lot of time to be jealous.
One feels jealous when they think another wants to take something from them that the mind says only belongs to them.
When jealousy turns into paranoia then one begins to feel quite insecure.
The shakti flow with in your being begins to slow down.
There is such thing of shakti sadness.
This happens when one gives the ego a lot of time.
Time to bring a space where one sees rivals everywhere.
The beauty of understanding the Guru’s love for chela, is that one knows this love is unconditional and pure.
Your Ma many times ends the Darshan Line by saying how much you are loved and the Puja and Prayer that day is that you know of this love.
This is very important.
When one is feeling love in abundance one is capable of giving in abundance.
You can hear or read the words of your Guru Mother or you can let your ego be your teacher.
The behaviors that your ego encourages is not really what you want in your life.
The Guru helps you work on changing these behaviors one at a time.
With out the First Karmic Space Of Jealousy one begins to get respect for themselves and for others.
Anger most of the time is a major ingredient in the Cubby Hole Of Jealousy.
In this space the chakras become sad.
This moment feel how much your Guru Mother Loves You.
IT IS JUST ONE CHELA AND ONE GURU.
This is the moment of the chela.
This is the moment of the Guru.
The ego wants you to want those whom you do not like to suffer.
Your Essential Nature does not understand this, thus confusion comes into your life.
This moment feel how much your Guru Mother Loves You.
Jealousy brings about a certain kind of anger which leads to meanness.
When you are filled with the Guru’s Love then you allow the chakras of the heart to turn in tune with the Universe.
Write down as truthfully as you can what and who you are jealous of.
This is between you and yourself.
Keep writing and do not stop.
Then read your words after you believe you are finished.
Begin to tear up the paper in little pieces asking Lord Agni to burn your jealousy.
Then throw the papers away and know that you are little by little throwing away all the pieces of jealousy that has taken so much of your life away.
Now breathe in a attitude of joy, just say to yourself, BREATHING IN I AM KNOWING I AM BREATHING IN JOY.
BREATHING OUT I KNOW THAT I AM BREATHING OUT JOY.
Do this for the next three minutes.
Now write your list again.
After each thing you write say to yourself MY MA LOVES ME UNCONDITIONALLY.
Listen to your heart as you write and see if you are really jealous.
Then tear up the paper again in tiny little peaces and throw them away.
This dawn greet the Morning Goddess with all your heart.
Feel yourself offering the Mother of Dawn beautiful flowers.
Keep this feeling all day long.
Feel the Mother Loving you all day long.
My Pujas and Prayers go out to the Mother Usha.
I ask Mother Usha to let my chela’s know how much I love them and how much I am with them.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai