Om Ganesha
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
When the ego is removed the Self is revealed by its own power.
The ego is the problem of the heart and unless this problem can be solved by the power of love then nothing can be solved.
The Mother Goddess can penetrate the ego at any time yet when the mind feels completely empty one can not stand the emptiness of the Divine Mother when the ego is calling.
The ego closes the door to all that is goodness and turns it into negativity.
Then the sensitive heart is covered by black clouds.
Yet this moment if you ask of yourself to be open with deep intensity then the ego will find itself locked out of your heart.
The ego can keep you locked in your own mind all of your life time if you do not let love flow through you.
The heart beats with a vibration that leads one to the stars and wisdom.
Reality breathes through illusion.
Reality is the breath of the Mother.
The heart can recognize the sound of a snow flake and become in awe of its falling.
This is awareness.
The mind looses the moment and nothing is noticed.
All the senses are waiting for the heart to light the mind.
Fear of Love is created by ignorance.
If you can begin to yearn for your Beloved then you Beloved hears your yearning.
She or He comes to your center and you can feel Her fill you always.
This feeling is beyond emotion or fear.
She begins to give you insight to all your fears and you face them with your Beloved in your heart making you the heart’s warrior.
Fear can only live in side of the mind, when you go above the mind then the heart of the Universe takes over.
Ignorance and fear are the same.
Kali Natha Tantric Yoga brings out ones courage through movement to the melody of the Mother’s Dance.
One receives glimpses of different levels of flowing consciousness.
This moment ask yourself, who would I be with out my fears?
This is the same question as WHO AM I?
As my chelas begin to gather for our Kali Natha Teacher’s Training I can feel the excitement of my chelas build and build.
This building up is the way of the heart of the relationship between one and their Beloved.
They being to want to feel what they never have felt before.
Kali Natha Yoga creates an openness in ones heart that never closes.
It is all about the open Universe that dwells inside of you and the ability to understand it.
My chelas you are the temple of the Mother Goddess.
Knowing this makes you be fully aware and conscious of the reality that you can live in if you practice meditation and then live it.
If you remain unaware then you will feel insecure and unworthy.
The mind creates large boulders of negativity that live in front of your beautiful lotus heart.
Yet the heart is always beautiful and just like a lotus it will open and stay open.
This just takes the courage to practice your Kali Natha Yoga and your meditation.
There is a subtle power that motivates you more than the ego ever can.
And this power is the love that always flows through you from the Guru Mother’s Heart.
The chela cries out to the Beloved TAKE ME THIS MOMENT, TAKE ME AS I AM.
The Beloved echoes back I ALREADY HAVE, I ALREADY HAVE.
Are you prepared to accept that you are loved so completely and unconditionally?
One has to be prepared to accept this Love.
It is this Darshan Line of your Guru Mother’s Words for Her chela’s heart, that prepares chela to all that there is and all that ever will be.
All that is the heart and the heart is complete love, the heart is God and Goddess combined.
One petal of love brings the aroma of a million flowers.
One drowns in the waters of the Mother Ganga when one meditates on Her Sacred Waters.
This River heals all wounds.
Adore and love your Beloved and be filled with a sorrowless day.
Allow Her Love to flow in your veins.
Then you too will know the ecstasy of the Mother Goddess.
Stand upon Mother Kashi’s Earth with great gratitude and love.
She spreads Her Arms open wide and embraces you always.
I call on Mother Kashi this moment and ask Her to allow all of you to feel Her Arms holding you and loving you and embracing you.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai