Om Ganesha
Morning Pujas and Prayers
March 12, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
So many of my daughters are coming Home to their Sacred Mother’s Home Kashi for the Woman’s Intensive on the Ancient Feminine Warrior.
The Jaya Natha Mother Drawing are being ordered by so many who are coming to the Woman’s Intensive and I will do as many as I can during all my meditations.
Just call our Usha and ask for the Ancient Drawing for your Intensive.
Jaya Natha Tantric Mother is the Ancient Warrior who is in all of us.
I love you guys and can feel your excitement.
Here is the Letter That Is So Special To So Many and even more special to your Mother Guru.
My son the Queen of California now writes to all of you and His Ma as I stroke his Shirly Temple Hair as he will tell you.
OUY VEY HE WILL ALWAYS TELL YOU.
HE IS MY JOY.
Namaste my beloved Ma.
Whatever “writers block” is, I guess I’ve had a dose of it lately so I’ve a not written for a while. Thanks Ma for not making me feel guilty, not being a “how come you don’t phone, you don’t write’?” kind of Ma because I did a superb job of beating myself up about it. Your hand always reaches out enfolding mine, never letting go, no judgment, always feeling the essence of your unconditional love. I miss you Ma, and to tell the truth I want to be a kid again, your kid, sit on your lap and you give me a lollipop, telling me how much you love your adorable little Guru Jaya Das, and stroke my fabulous mop of oh so curly hair. It’s not a pipe dream, 70 years ago I was known as the Shirley Temple of the Bronx.
Perhaps too I was feeling sorry for myself lately, developing an “oy vey' attitude, feeling my mortality, watching my peers begin to die off. Thank God most of my friends are so much younger, but still aware old age is still much older than I am, that one doesn’t lose all the other ages they have been. Maybe I’m just annoyed how many time I have to go to the bathroom every night while I watch my beloved Vasu “cookie” and my even more beloved dog Phoenix smiling at me yet, sleeping blissfully the whole night through.
At least every Saturday morning, and this Global Darshan Day, I exercise the choice to let go of negative or depressing thoughts, finding true purpose in life, reflecting the divine mother, knowing my fulfillment will come in my journey of kindness to others by serving. If I am truly going to be the dowager queen I better start to act like one, in all aspects of my life. I may even get Helen Mirren to play me in the movie of my life, next time around.
Most mornings, especially Saturday, on the way to the Ashram, I drop my dog off at Ganga and Yamuna’s house to be with his pack, Jack and Sasha, the two dogs that helped raise my dog, since he was rescued from the streets almost six years ago. As I am with my beloved Rivers, their “third wife”, our dogs too are incestuous. The whole bunch of us are a pack, who believe that one’s love for a dog is every bit as important as one’s love for a human being.
The early morning is foggy, the streets eerie, quiet, the Chassidic Jews walking to temple, some looking like they were in 19th century Poland, strange and colorful but unfortunately fundamentalists, yet to even things up there are two gay synagogues a short distance away. The drive takes me through “Little Armenia” and “Tai Town” and there are dozens of Hispanic day laborers already milling around Home Depot seeking work. It is a city the most ethnically diverse in the country but sadly, having the most homeless, 90.000.
The Ashram garage and tent area where we prepare our food to serve got an extreme makeover (special kudos to Janaka Jaya and Laxman Das). A few days before the Walt Disney Company sent two representatives (not Mickey and Pluto) to check out the facility to see if we were eligible to get a grant to help fund “Under The Bridges” to help us better serve the homeless . Together with Kali Baba and Vishna Dev, Ganga, Yaamuna and I prepared food for our run for day’s run. Knowing the mother is with us ignites a spark in us when we prepare sandwiches, until we hear the call from the kitchen “breakfast is ready”.
Our first stop in serving is too one of our colorful regulars, Thomas, wearing his signature two or three hats, and a couple of coats. He is always cold sober, robbed of his belongings regularly, but like the pop up duck in a shooting gallery he always manages to pick himself up and is a true survivor. He is sick now, he needs Advil, and warm clothes.We keep him supplied. He is always grateful. We look after him, even during the week, as we often drive past his steady spot on the corner near the donut shop on Sunset Boulevard. When we serve our friend Thomas we truly experience serving ourselves. Teresa walks toward us the moment she sees the car as we drive up to Echo Park. “I"m better” she says, recalling how she is often plagued with illness as so many other of the homeless are. Most of the people we serve have limited access to clinics and hospitals often passed over quickly and returned to the streets. About a dozen other sleeping in park walk toward the car, they know us, we know them. Everyone needs socks, and we have brought along dozens. One man walks up to me, “I know you” he shouts, “I know you” he repeats, “You give us food with love”. All hearts bloom in the presence of those who carry the love of the guru with them when they serve. it’s the very best thing we do.
That afternoon just before the Global Darshan call we are treated to Devadatta Kalli reading some passages from his new book “The Veiling Brilliance”, available at Ma’s India. It’s compelling and brilliant. It is a novel based on ancient wisdom found in Hindu scripture. Devadatti Kali, who you Ma have said is a son of Kali, is a true enlightened being, the sweetest, most gentle man one will ever meet.
Soon after we gather, new and old faces, to hear Global Phone Darshan. Ma we hear the moment you enter the room, your joyous greeting to the children, the laughter, the love engulf us across the miles. The living room in Los Angeles erupts in smiles, nothing can mute those feelings we all have for you, that I have for you. You have taught me this day the way we live our life is a reflection of our true consciousness. We create positive Karma when we serve others. I know the mother can be worshipped in countless ways, I breathe, I serve. Then Ma you bring us into the deepest mediation. I’m spiritually stoned, feeling I cannot allow myself to be filled with inertia, that this old dowager queen at 74, cannot use age as an excuse to be lazy. You have taught me to trust in my divine self. Thank you Ma for helping finding my balance and making this such a full life. As the mediation continues, your voice stills the chaos of the mind and stirs the heart. All hearts bloom in the presence of the Guru.
This is my love letter to you,
Love always, Your devoted son, Guru Jaya Das
I can not tell you how much joy my Guru Jaya Das brings me.
Hey kid stop talking so much about your age.
I am right behind you keeping you going.
I love you my son.
Love Ma
My chelas Here are Mother Jaya Natha Tantric Drawings, extremely powerful with so many messages and protection of the Male and Female Nagas for both of the Tantric Warrior Mothers Jaya Natha.
The Nagas of Lord Shiva stay close to the Mother as She does Her Kali Natha Yoga on the sacredness of Kashi’s Shores.
One can feel the movement in their Hearts.
This is # 80.
81 is the fierce Smashan Jaya Natha Tantric Mother Kali.
The Force In Her Speaks for it self.
She is incredibly powerful and will protect Her disciple the one She was painted for.
I love you my chelas. And Yes once again I answer your question while I am in this stage of drawing and painting and sketching you may order how many you want, for they will be one of my legacy to spiritual freedom due to the Mother’s Power.
My Legacy is the Mother Ganga and Jaya Natha Mother is always drawn as I look into the depth of our Divine Mother Gangaji.
One can not order the fierce Mother Jaya Natha unless you have already have the Jaya Natha Mother as they work together to bring you what it is to live fully in the moment
Yet to answer your hundreds of questions, yes you can order as many as you want or think you need of the Tantric Paintings while the Mother is doing them.
I promise I will complete all orders no matter how long it would take me.
All of Kashi’s Breath is in every drawing.
And yes I will teach you how to use your Sacred Tantric Mother Jaya Natha Drawing at the Intensive and when ever I can on the line through my Gomti Jaya and my Jackie Uma Jaya’s photos.
I love you my Guru Jaya Das my Queen.
I love you all so very much.
Make use of your Mother Tantric Jaya Natha Drawings, you have no idea how much meditation and Grace is in every one and every one is different to fit your Karmic needs.
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
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