Om Ganesha,

Morning Pujas and Prayers.

April 7, 2007

Namaste my chelas all over the world.

Yesterday I spent my day in solitude remembering all the days of Good Friday that I spent contemplating the Christ’s Last moments on Earth and how they have changed the world for the better by His Sacrifice of His Divine Life.

Today is another day to contemplate, a day of worshiping our Hanumanji our Baba Hanumanji.

Today is Hanuman’s Birthday which we will celebrate by our Baba’s Temple being of course He is the INCARNATION OF HANUMAN WHO IS THE INCARNATION OF LORD SHIVA.

I will send you pictures and write about this night’s celebration which my chelas are coming from all over to be at the Feet Of their Guru Mother.

There is so much for us to be grateful for.

One is for our Blessed Ashram and our Baba and Our Hanumanji and of our Mothers.

They bring into our lives the ABSENCE OF FEAR AND THE ABILITY TO LOVE.

They bring into our lives all that we are.

They bring into our lives the absence of hurtful gossip.

So many gossip about another’s pain with out looking at their own failings.

They bring into our lives the ability to serve others no matter how much grief is in our own life in the moment.

And most of all they have brought us CURBS.

No your Guru Mother has not lost Her Mind, I mean CURBS.

Our Tara Jaya just sent me pictures of our first winding Curbs and I just can not contain myself.

I have dreamt of my babies sitting on the Curbs of Kashi with their Mother Guru from the first second we moved Here in 1976.

And now they are there they are Here.

Soon to be followed by roads and then Homes of my chelas.

What bliss.

Last night sitting with my Beloved Kimti Jaya and my Fla. Achariya Durga Das and of course my Achariyas Durga Das and our Achariya Shiva looking at the future soon to be happening blue prints of our Sacred Kashi I thought I would just faint from the Bliss of the moment.

We all looked carefully at the blue prints and was taken back by what we have already accomplished.

Your Mother Guru’s dreams and the dreams of so many of my chelas are appearing so quickly now.

I thank my chelas all of those who have worked so hard to make this come true.

My Beloved Kimti Jaya and my Fla. Achariya Durga Das and all of you who are still working so very hard, this is one Guru who is living by Her Ganga and watching Her Legacy Come To Pass in Life.

When my Kimti showed me the Great Ganga we are about to build and all the temples on the Island of Kashi Paradise I was too over whelmed to really speak.

Yet all knew my heart.

And I did manage to say thank you with out too many tears of bliss.

Then to receive pictures of our first curbs was just amazing.

CURBS represent the winding roads and the way Kashi has given you all a seat to rest for a while as the Great Gusts Of Success Touches Us All.

And then Darshan.

Oh My God! my own baby Durgaya Shakti brought her Mother her babies, all four of the most beautiful children who sat on their Grandma Guru’s lap.

( My baby Natha just stared and stared not forgetting for one moment that he is the man of my life for ever and ever. )

She my daughter is my personal hero and so is her husband my Durga Das.

The twins were delicious, Yes I said twins!

And the Nanny was a gift from God and Goddess.

My children have fought with so much courage for years and years to live and fight Aids and I am so proud, so proud.

Monsignor said the Good Friday Prayer whom by the way I have fallen in love with and I just sat there almost at a lost of words.

Not quite.

My Fla. Durga Das The Daddy is coming Home to my arms tonight.

Do you know that my Durgaya Shakti works with our big shot Realtor my very own son and grandson our Tony Cho.

My Tony Cho who thinks of His Grandma every moment of his life as I do about Him.

I love you my Tony Cho

My God how many blessings.

Thank you my Hanumanji.

Thank you my Mother Goddesses.

And most of all thank you my Neem Karoli Baba who is Lord Shiva and who is Hanuman.

Happy Birthday Hanumanji.

I love you.

I love you all so very much.

To be with my Elder Achariyas ( I do not know what to call my boys ) Achariya Durga Das and Achariya Shiva was just so wonderful.

I thank God for the health of my Achariya Shiva.

I have nothing but thanks in my heart this early dawn.

Here are our Jaya Natha Tantric Mother Drawings and our Smashan Jaya Natha Tantric Mother Drawings.

145 # 146 # 147 and # 148

Each one is different and unique.

Each one has the Power Of The Tantric Mother running through them and into the one who receives them.

Smashan Mother should be used every day as your life’s journey’s FIERCE MOTHER OF PROTECTION.

The Great Yogini will bring you flexibility of the heart mind Soul and body.

Jaya Natha Tantric Mother will bring you much joy and happiness as you look upon Her you will find your hearts open wider and wider.

Some days you will notice that your eyes travel first to your Smashan Tantric Mother and then to your other Mothers.

Just follow your heart eyes.

It just means that She wants to take from you any obstacle in the way of finding your heart Jaya Natha Tantric Mother.

When you have more than a few then once again follow where She takes your eyes as She sees out of your eyes into Her Own.

I can not believe how many I painted for all of you and I am still going strong.

I will paint for you as many as you want, this is my gift to my chela’s journey with their Baba and their Ma and their Swami and all the Mother Goddesses.

I love you all so very much.

Love Ma

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai