Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers.
August 1, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
And He came to me and this wonderful mystical dance began.
The Journey that I take you all into the emptiness started that day as your Baba came to me.
My Soul went into the Breath Of My Guru and into the nothingness and the beyond.
There was a special magic in that moment.
All of my life began to transform.
I looked into my heart and my heart repeated the word Baba, Baba, Baba.
Over and over again.
I tried to run from what I did not understand with my mind yet my heart bled love.
The moment did not belong to time.
Each time I repeated the word Baba it became the eternal moment of the Soul.
Once I experienced this love, i wished for 25 hours in every day, just to have more of time that did not exist in His Presence.
That day was the beginning and yet life time after life time this moment polished my heart more and more and my heart became the mirror of my Baba’s Love.
So simple and yet so powerful.
Repeating the Name of your Guru nourishes your whole Being..
And so it began.
And so it began.
He brought me the music of the silent heart.
I bring that same silence to you my chelas.
In my Darshan of words I bring you my Baba.
I teach you of the delight of God and the joy of The Great Goddess.
Her fingers curl around millions of hearts.
When I first met my Baba though I did run away and came right back, my ears strained to hear every word he was saying.
Was this the Guruji that Swami Nityananda told me about?
I did not ask, I was too afraid.
And yet I knew.
I knew.
I offered my life to my Guru.
I kept offering my life to my Guru until He took it from me.
You see He waited for it to be real.
He taught me of the Ganga filled with the greatest amount of compassion, love and bliss.
She is the Eternal Consort Of Lord Shiva in the Form Of Water.
And the Teaching Began.
The same Teaching I give to you my chelas.
Her Shakti indeed can be seen in Her River Form.
Having caught the Sacred Ganga in His Jetta Hair as She fell to earth, He tried to tame Her in the tangles of His Hair.
She is the liquid essence of life and death.
Overflowing with love, She flows in her chelas veins.
As the Mother gathers our bones She places one after the other in Her sister Ganga’s waters.
This Darshan Line is like sipping on the Sacred Liquid of the Ganga.
Come to the Ganga, my Baba would say, thirsty for Her Waters.
She is the energy of the Universe.
When you all read this Darshan Line, you are living in my moment.
My breath is with in your own experience.
I can not tell you how much I miss my Ashram, my chelas.
I can not tell you how much I miss my chelas, my Baba.
This space which you receive the words become the intimacy between Guru and chela.
Not even the magnificent sound of the ocean waves touching the shore can fill my heart like the sound of the wind touching the branches and leaves on any tree that stands upon our Mother’s Soil.
Kashi brings us all together receiving the Ash from our Baba’s Feet.
Kashi reveals to all the secret of the night teachings which I translate for you my chelas.
All over the world my love lands in the hearts of my chelas.
Please take care of our Mother Kashi my chelas.
Take care of Her with understanding compassion and love.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai !