Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers.
August 11, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
There is always someone some place who is afraid that there are others enjoying life.
This person finds joy in another’s pain.
Jung calls this splitting the world.
That the world operates in parallel that one can wish for and fear the same things at the same time.
The human being can not tolerate the same feelings at the same time and so banishes one or the other.
Tantra celebrates the fact that all feelings and thoughts are truly one if there is love.
The unconscious wish that others would be unhappy brings the void of nothingness a nothingness that can not be tolerated.
The Mother Guru brings the yearning for all beings to be happy and filled with joy.
This brings deep peace and strength to the chela.
There are no rules between Guru and chela.
Yet there must be rules between the chela and the Guru until the window between heart and heart like two lamps who are not alike yet the light they bring join together as light with in light.
The chelas seeking the Guru in this light and the Guru knowing the chela in darkness or light.
The Mother Guru sees the change in chela before the chela knows that a change is even taking place.
Tantric changes take place in the chelas inner and outer worlds as she sits before the Guru Mother.
The Mother shows you how to live in the true ability of your Essential Self.
She leads you on your own individual journey.
She brings you in this moment of prasad of words to reclaim the simple truth of living the rest of our life where the Mother will live the rest of Her Life and beyond.
At times there is a deep homesickness of the Soul.
That is why I am writing to you every day on my retreat.
It is because my chelas miss my form so terribly that I must show them that the homesickness of the Soul is simply missing the Mother’s Form.
Yet as you look into yourself very carefully can you not see you are afraid of not seeing your Mother Guru and yet I am the breath of my chela’s heart.
I am constantly calling you Home in Darshan, Home to your Beloved.
I am constantly bringing to you the awareness of the Breath Of Life and that Breath is Mother Kashi.
I am constantly telling you of Mother Kali’s blood thirst for the ego that brings so much pain of attachment to you.
Feel the Mother protecting you, loving you and caressing your heart.
Feel it this moment, feel the freedom of Mother’s Fierceness
After all Smashan Mother is the Devi Goddess of the cremation ground.
The cremation grounds that brings the diamond’s intensity of Mother’s Love to a lonely space of corpses of the ego.
The dust of ego’s life turns into the positive reaction of the chela’s heart.
The Mother’s love takes you into the webs of the sky of consciousness and takes you slowly into the Formlessness above the webs.
While you are reading the Darshan Line in the moment it is happening.
Feel me chela.
Know me chela.
Become me chela, by becoming your true essential self.
I will never move out of the range of you knowing the Mother Guru.
Kashi brings you to me and me to you.
Come closer my chelas and not be so lost in ego’s thoughts of self destruction.
I will keep you in your Soul’s Light for it is no different than my own.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai