Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
August 21, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
To understand that you are not judged by God or Goddess one has to sit quietly and feel the nothingness that is now here in the moment.
The ego never wants you to even begin to surrender to any teachings especially to the teachings of the Guru.
The ego is just there in the form of a negative shadow that rise at the same time with the perfection of goodness.
Some times goodness rises a few feet and the ego gets ahead of it stopping goodness in its track.
What I mean by goodness is service to others and ones self.
To understand that the Guru lives to bring happiness to all Her children.
And the Teacher also lives on the path of Goodness.
The Mother is in both Guru and teacher.
The ego brings notions and impressions of that which happened to you in past life times and keeps you stuck in negativity of the past and has you striving horizontally to get out of your spiritual way and into the way of the ego.
Surrender to the Wisdom Mother with in your self brings you to the insight that something beautiful with in you has to be witnessed.
The present Moment of your life is the Mother of present spiritual thoughts.
The Mother has you surrendering to the Wisdom Mother with in by having you be aware of the now and the newness of the now.
The past is just a trail of impressions which the ego wants you to live and to live over and over again.
I watch as some of you do the same things over and over each and every life time like taking large steps forward and many more steps backwards in the name of changing the mind set of circumstances.
Yet as you come toward the Guru, Mother Teacher, you become afraid and try to turn away.
It is certainly a pleasure in life and death when you get past all of this.
And I see in the hearts of my chelas how so many of you are in the light of your life or in any life you have lived or died in and returned in birth.
After so many life times at the Feet of the Guru Mother it is such a pleasure to see my chela’s growing toward Kashi Ashram taking steps to live the rest of their lives in karmic quality learning and teaching and tasting the bliss of the Mother.
Know that if you are having a hard time in the present moment your Mother is right there teaching you holding you and urging you to surrender to the here and now.
There is an ancient teaching that says things are just are what they are in the moment.
The Mother says hold tight to my Feet and all will be the same wave that takes you into Liberation this life time on the waves of yesterday at my Feet.
The greatest miracle of creation is your physical form.
Your Guru Mother uses your Form to bring you into the intoxication of Kashi Mother’s Heart.
Feel it now my chelas as you read the words of your Guru Mother.
THE NOW IS MY LOVE FOR YOU.
THE NOW IS ALWAYS IN THE PRESENCE OF OUR BABA.
THE NOW IS IN MY WORDS AND INBETWEEN THEM AS WELL.
YOU ARE IN THE NOW OF THE MOTHER, YOUR MOTHER YOUR GURU.
KASHI IS THE NOW.
KASHI IS YESTERDAY.
KASHI HAS ALREADY EMBRACED TOMORROW.
THE WINDING ROADS OF KASHI REPRESENT EVERY LIFE TIME.
YOUR BREATH AS YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE UPON KASHI FILLS THE FOOTSTEPS OF TIME FOR OTHERS TO LIVE IN A LOVING INTERFAITH WAY.
WITH EACH STEP YOU TAKE UPON OUR SACRED SOIL, THE GANGA NOURISHES AND SUSTAINS YOU THUS THE EXPRESSION A LIFE OF KARMIC QUALITY.
YOUR VERY OWN BLOOD FLOW IS FILLED WITH THE JOY OF THE LIVING GURU.
The Guru teaches you to observe the silence in the moment of the Oneness.
Right this moment Divine Energy between Guru and chelas flows with a richly supplied Mother Shakti that equips you for life and death.
On Kashi’s Soil nothing can prevail or hurt you.
Jai Kashi Mother, Kashi has you marching victoriously forward into my arms.
My words are for you my children whether you are my chela or my child or both.
I look at our Achariya Durga Das and all the work he does on our Mother Kashi and my Beloved Kimti and so many others and I can only thank them for making the Mothers dream of many many life times come true.
One this earthly plane one lives the adventures and joys of life with the Guru.
My dreams of your liberation are slowly becoming a Divine Reality.
Walk on our winding roads.
Children ride your bikes on our winding roads.
Chelas walk on our winding roads.
Looking at each side into the Forests Of Kashi where the Gods first lived waiting for Lord Shiva to appear on Kashi’s Soil before then would enter the city.
So it is said in the Shiva Puranas.
And know the Gods and Goddesses not only know that Shiva has come in the Form of Neem Karoli Baba they also can watch my kids build carts and rollerblade and run upon Kashi’s winding roads.
This has always been my Pujas and this has always been my Prayers.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba who was given the name of Lakshmi Narayan Sharma by His Mother and Father at birth!