Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers.
August 24, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
The Mother Kali wants to remember every moment that She illuminated during all your life times.
The dawn in all its splendor, the noon day sun, twilight and evening all shines bright under the Mother’s watchful eye of light.
Her memory of light in your life is of all life times that She gave you breath and choice.
Every rainbow of color has brought you to this moment of now.
She has brought you to the thresh hold of twilight’s of your many life times.
The Mother Guru sits by the well of darkness and brings dawn of brightness to the waters of the well, that one drinks each life time.
She brings the vitality of life to the ones who understand the living flesh of the Guru Mother.
She cries out BREATHE CHELA BY MY WELL, BREATHE AND BE AWARE OF THE BREATH.
Her constant voice in the chela’s heart purifies their bodies and brings them closer to the radiant centers of their Souls.
It never ceases to amaze me that at times when the chela gets close to the Guru and their lives seem to have gotten so much better than before that all gratitude is forgotten and one forgets what they went through before the magical touch of the Guru’s hands.
This is what my Baba has taught me that the ego takes hold with worldly excuses and the heart begins to fall into the ego’s fire of wants.
And yet to the one who challenges the ego, the journey has become the joy of all life times.
At this point one marches victoriously forward.
The Mother Kali’s blade penetrates the ego’s power because of its extremely fine sharp edge.
The blade passes tantricly through the molecules of the ego’s substance
Shattering, diluting, vaporizing and dissecting the ego, the Mothers shrill laugh can be heard as the ego disappears into the fog that never was.
In the absences of ego one witnesses the presence of complete love.
The Void can be felt tasted experienced.
Consciousness becomes a tiring problem and a painful experience as the ego takes over the mind with its own conclusions.
This moment focus your mind at the heart center and mentally visualize a temple to Mother Kali growing in your heart consciousness.
There on the luminous altar is seated Mother Kali.
She is teaching you of the tantric moment of being with Guru extending into every life time and then into eternity.
Bow with utmost devotions and surrender to Mother Kali’s Divine Being.
You can picture any form of your Beloved receiving you and teaching you in the center of your heart temple.
Fell that yo are being dissolved in the gracious form of the Divine Self.
Look deeper in your heart, the Form of your Beloved goes deeper and deeper until there is only a spec of light that can be seen.
Listen my chelas to Her words being spoken from deep with in.
She tells you not to waste one moment of the Guru’s time in Her Living Flesh.
Feel the breath saying LIVING GURU, LIVING GURU, LIVING GURU.
The Guru and Her Ashram and Her Teachings are the same.
The more you give of your self to each of these the more open you become.
Subdue your ego by adopting the attitude of gratitude that you are living with the Guru in Form.
See the morning, noon twilight and night spent in the heart space at the well of the Guru’s thoughts.
Her tears for you when you can not feel your own beauty falls like blessed raindrops.
Each drop has a sword in it and it tears apart the ego so one can breathe and be free from the sorrows that surrounds one in life.
Feel my hands on your heart my chelas.
Feel my love and abandon dark thoughts or thoughts of fears.
My love drenches the dark with light.
A light so bright that you can see forever the path of love that I lead you on.
I face your dying ego as it tries to fight its last war on your mind.
The Baba cries out COME CLOSER TO THE MOTHER’S FLESH.
The ego dies slowing trying to get the last word.
The Guru has you my chelas and will never let go or abandon you.
So much to live for you and I and our Blessed Land Of Kashi.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always and forever at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai