Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers.
August 30, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
How wonderful it is to give yourself and give yourself over and over with out the ego’s intervention.
Every cell of your body knows when you give yourself to the Universal Mother.
Every cell of your body knows of the mystical energy of the Mother which brings bliss upon bliss upon bliss.
When you give of your self to your Mother Ashram, you are bringing to the very essence of your being a love so deep that you live on the force of this love.
When your Guru Mother takes you on your spiritual journey the first thing you do forget is the ego self.
You become drunk on the love of God and Goddess.
You belong to God and Goddess.
This is the life of the mystic, to belong to the Mother Goddess and Father God and yet you are able to go into the world and live and work and do good deeds.
Mystical love arrives in the heart complete and unconditional.
The Guru takes you on this journey toward unconditional love and the wonder of it all and then brings you back to your every day beating of your heart.
When you yearn for the Mother’s Arms She is waiting for you.
The second that you turn to Mother She turns to you ten times as much.
When the human being dares to turn away from the ego to make the journey back to the Goddess they find that The Goddess is right there waiting and knowing and loving.
The desire to go home and find your true wisdom is also the desire to live fully and wonderfully in the Mother’s Shadow.
Commitment is not just an intensive you take or a bandara you attend it is a way of life that sustains you like no other.
Each time you meditate and open your heart to your Beloved the intimacy of this love lives in every atom of your being.
There is no duality in the moment of loving your Beloved.
There is only the purity of love of your heart’s Beloved.
There is just pure love where the Light of the Mother comes down upon you and drenches you.
When you are drawn to your Guru Mother you must know that your Guru Mother has always been drawn to you since the beginning of time and space.
You do not become a lover of your beloved you always were the spiritual lover of your Beloved only you did not know this great wisdom of your ancient heart.
When the ego directs you into the fickle world of doubt it is the Mother who brings you to the heart which is infused with the fragrance of beloved and spiritual lover.
The Guru Mother is the magic of your heart.
The chela learns at the Feet Of The Mother the oneness of all of life that is found in the magical essence of the heart.
This mysterious substance is that which is between Guru and chela.
Coming Home to your Mother Ashram is the ancient mystical quest that you have been on for life times only now you have completed this moment and are on to the next, finding magic in your love for your Guru and your Sacred Mother Ashram.
The spiritual lover of the Mother is finding the way to come Home in every living moment.
The Guru teaches you how to live as a lover of God and Goddess and the price of this teaching is yourself and your devotion to humanity and humanities needs.
Loving God is your femininity coming full circle.
The Mother calls you deep deep within you and you come with a full heart devoid of ego.
The fragrance of the Beloved carries you Home to the sweetness which has come to earth in the Form of the Goddess.
My chela make your self wide open, listen to the Ancient one with the ear of the heart.
My chelas let me show you your true nature that you can feel the bond between you and your beloved that is not clouded by the ego.
It is almost as if you can hear the Mothers voice saying, I AM LONGING FOR YOU, I AM WAITING FOR YOU, I AM CALLING FOR YOU FOREVER SINCE ALWAYS. I AM YOU AND MY VOICE IS YOURS.
When you cry out WHERE ARE YOU MY BELOVED? truly you must know it is I who has always been and always will be calling to you.
I your Guru look into the depth of your heart and hides within the folds of your life times.
Your BELOVED is inside of you and calls you back to Kashi the place where you belong.
Surely you must know I will take you only to the places where you belong.
When you first long for your journey Home it may come as a sad thought that is because the outer world can not sustain you. Then you find that you have been yearning for your Home and your Guru on the Land of Kashi AND DEEP HAPPINESS COMES.
Now the deep love affair of the Soul begins.
It is now that the Mother brings you the courage to look into your own heart and in the absence of ego’s doubt you come Home and I am waiting for you, I am waiting.
I love you my chelas so very much.
My Pujas and Prayers are that you always remember this love on the flow of your life’s blood and your breath.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai