Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 2, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
I have begun to prepare my chelas for my return Home.
The mystic walks on the Path of the Mother’s Love surrendering every moment to the joy of heart with in.
The Mother draws you all into Her now and by the power of this love you become awakened with in your heart of hearts.
Her love toward you is in your deepest core of existence and the why of your spiritual quest.
The whole of this teaching can be summed up in saying SHE THE MOTHER LOVES YOU BEYOND LOVE, BEYOND BREATH AND YET IN EVERY BREATH.
To prepare yourselves for my return to our Magnificent Kashi feel each breath in the most awakened way you can.
Do not waste a minute of the timeless space between Mother and child.
With in the chela’s heart is known the truth that the Mother is the essence of love between Her Baba Her chela and Her Ashram.
This truth awakens your love for the Guru Mother and draws you back into the Baba’s Heart of Existence.
Your Beloved is living on the strength of your breath.
When The Guru has taken hold of your heart She empties it of the sharp rages of the ego.
Being in the moment at times you may feel that there is too much chaos all around you.
It is at this moment that you need to stop and take deep breathes, three deep breaths and let your mind allow the Mother’s love to complete you.
She allows your worldly engines to slow down.
When you slow down your mind you become aware of your Mother Guru’s Love.
I some times look at my Baba and love just to become a speck of dust beneath His Feet.
The instant I look at my Baba I become nothing and it is from the place of nothingness that I teach you my children, of the Emptiness.
When you feel that you are in a state of bewilderment that is so profound that you can not even think THEN JUST FEEL YOUR MOTHER’S LOVE DEEPLY.
I am always on the flow of your breath, the in breath and the out breath and of course the joy of the breath.
Feel me now my chelas and let all bewilderment seep away.
The physical world is only a veil of separation.
Chela! there is no separation between you and your Mother Guru NEVER WAS AND NEVER WILL BE.
And so I prepare you for my return.
I can feel your happiness even for some after thirty five years at my Feet.
I am humbled by this love.
It took my Baba many years to have me learn to capitalize Ma or my Feet or other words that pertain to Guru.
Yet in my heart of hearts I love deeply the thought and the idea of the small c in chela.
For I am chela more than I am Guru.
And this is why I know the heart of my children so well.
The Great Fire Of Love that the Guru has for all of you begins to shed the ego even before this Fire can rage and burn the ego’s thoughts that it brings to the chelas mind.
Your letters to the Mother has touched me deeply over the summer.
I understand that this Darshan Line is a connection to my heart and to the hearts of my chelas and to our Baba and our Swami Nityananda.
Yet I long to see all your faces looking toward the Mother in our Dattatreya Temple during Darshan.
It is in these Darshans that the lover learns how to give of herself to her Beloved.
You give your self to your Guru and your Guru gives Herself to Her Guru and the path of love goes on through eternity.
There is no love greater than this love.
All falls away before the face of this spiritual love.
At times one lives in the unconscious world of ego.
The Guru brings the awareness of any ego darkness and brings such a blinding light of happiness when awareness is part of the breath.
The ego attacks the seeker in their own fear of the unknown.
The deepest purpose of the Guru is to bring the Fire within the heart that will empty all except the love of the Mother.
Your Mother Guru looks into your heart and She knows, She knows.
Guru and chela are inseparable in such a way that at times the heart of both becomes the heart of one.
I am coming Home my chelas, coming Home to our Blessed Kashi Ashram
SACREDNESS IS A WOMAN YOU KNOW, AND HER NAME IS KASHI.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always and forever at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai