Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 5, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Do not take the first sentence of the Darshan Line every day lightly.
When your Guru Mother is saying Namaste my chelas all over the world, I truly mean that I love you my chelas all over the world.
I then take a few minutes just sitting by my computer and bring all of you into my consciousness and into my Tantric Heart.
Your level of love astounds me at times.
Right now the excitement of your Mother Guru coming Home is the highest it has ever been.
Perhaps it is because I have taken you all so deep into the wonder of the Self.
Or perhaps it is just because you are finally getting how much your Mother Guru loves you beyond all love beyond all your strong desires for the world, beyond all blessings.
I simply love my chelas, always have and always will.
The bonds that are forged between Guru and chela have lasted life times after life time.
The Guru teaches the chela how to avoid potential karmas.
Though the chela is drawn to the hidden impressions of the past, it is the Guru Mother that comes between the chela and the past karmas.
For you see my chelas with every breath you are awakened to your attachment to past objects impressions and ego related thoughts.
When the Mother leads you into the present moment then there is only karma of the heart and there is no need to go elsewhere except the moments heart.
It is said that all the tirthas on earth are on Mother Kashi.
It is also said that one who stays in Kashi never has to go any where else, that there is no need.
For Kashi is Shiva’s abode and my chelas you live in the abode of the Great Ashen One.
Every morning no matter where you are in the world walk around our Sacred Kashi in your heart.
Feel yourself drowning in the Mother’s love.
Kashi Ashram is like a vanished wilderness, filled with the fire of love smiling loving and embracing us as we dance for Lord Shiva and the Mother Kashi.
Every morning no matter where you are allow the scent of Kashi draw you into the space where the ego has tried to take you and has failed to take you and only the smoke of the ego is left and this place is the strong thick strength of faith love devotion worship of Kashi, Kashi Kashi.
Every morning think of the tall trees that hold all our memories of love life and death.
Every morning as long as you are alive hear the crows break off the darkness of night and take you into the light of Kashi that bursts into the sky.
Every morning catch the early dawn and watch Mother Usha burn with all the love of the Mother the last darkness in the dawn of reflection.
The wings of angels catch the sunlight over your heart and so flies the Golden Eagle that takes you to the deepest part of all your impressions since the beginning of Dawn.
One can live in the bright halls of the now as they do pujas to the Great Mother Durga.
I can not wait to embrace the murtie of our Mother Durga or to stay at the Feet of our Smashan’s Mother.
My chelas look around your Ashram this morning and see and feel the murties celebrating the return of the Mother Guru to Her Abode of Bliss.
There is a kind of wonderment in the flash of love that comes to the chelas heart a thousand times a day when they think of their Mother Guru once again being all night on Her Ganga Porch over looking Her Ganga and keeping you all protected and learning always learning and always sharing.
And when the pain of separation begins to leave notice my chelas that all around you is the scent of the Mother rising to greet you.
The early dawn glimmers in anticipation of welcoming wings of morning birds welcoming the Mother Home.
This morning see your own reflection in the Ganga and feel the blessings of the Ganga’s love and compassion.
In and out of the shadows of night, light arrives and light knows that your Mother Guru is on Her way toward Kashi.
In the book of life it is written that nothing can die and so I bring with my flesh inside of my heart the beat of our Baba’s Existence
The scent of the cremation grounds are like the scent of honey on Kashi and the truth of existence is breathed in with every breath.
There are no carcasses of ego’s life time of thought not even a bone has escaped time.
The Mother Guru has consumed it all and there is nothing upon earth or the heavens that can coax the carcasses of ego out again into the bright.
In the book of life and death it is written that nothing can die yet every thing can change and be used by the Mother’s dust which clings to Her Feet.
The sun and the moon swims in every one on earth only in Kashi they make themselves known.
Bliss before death, joy before death and love before death and this is called life with the Living Flesh Of The Living Guru.
Be grateful my chelas as your Mother Guru is always grateful for the heart of chela and the love of Her Own Beloved.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai