Om Ganesha
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 7, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
The Light of the Mother is everywhere, sometimes hidden sometimes right in front of you.
When it is covered it is covered with the density of your ego and your ego’s desires.
Working with the Light of the Mother the Soul will open like a blossoming lotus.
This is the Divine Process of evaluation.
Some times one has to go through little tests that bring doubt to the human heart.
Then by the Guru’s Grace either doubt disappears or one has to work through doubt.
Both are the Grace of the Guru Mother.
My chelas most of you have become committed to this Teaching and know that we will spend the rest of our lives together as you continue to grow toward the Unknown knowing it is always becoming known little by little.
There is nothing that I say or do that my Guru Baba has not taught me to do or say.
It is amazing to me how so many of you are giving up your ego little by little.
The first time that The Christ came to your Ma I knew what goodness truly was and the grace of serving others.
I revisit that time over and over for The Christ opened the way of my Guru Baba.
The knowing of all the ripples of the Ganga touches the distant shores and brings them closer and closer.
This is hard to explain what this means, yet i suppose to some it means awareness yet it is a thousand layers deeper than awareness.
The ripples of the Ganga and the stillness of Mother Ganga is all one and the same.
It is the chela that goes deep in the Sacred Waters of the Soul that reaches the thousands of layers of the Soul more and more, life time after life time.
We are at the moment in time and space where you have reached down into the depths of the Mother Ganga and have become aware of all that your ego has tried to put in front of you.
I can not wait to bring you tantricly deeper and deeper.
Some forget gratitude at this point gratitude toward the essence that has saved your lives spiritual lives and physical lives.
These are the ones my Baba says to bless and know that one life time or another they will get it or they may not.
So many want to come to Darshan when the Mother comes Home, from all over the world they write.
Come I say, my children are willing to share their Guru Mother.
The unity of our life is a direct expression of the Mother’s Grace and each time one steps into our Dattatreya Temple negative karma is taken.
Some can get afraid and make excuses for them self and the love they feel.
They invite the ego in instead of the Light that surrounds them.
Soon they may or may not hear the Guru Mother’s Song Of The Soul.
Sit quietly my chelas this moment and feel the ego want to take hold now say over and over MY MA LOVES ME, MY MA LOVES ME, MY MA LOVES ME.
See the ego can not fit in the same place as the words, MY MA LOVES ME.
This love works to purify yourself and to contribute to your liberation and it brings compassion for humanity enough compassion that you can step out of your small self and become your Essential Self.
This is the gentle art of the Mother which brings you the ability to hear the secret music of the Soul.
When you can hear the language of the Soul all doubts disappear and one swims in the waters of the Ganga and beneath the waters of Mother Ganga.
The Guru opens the mind to let in the Higher Mind.
This is the mind that the ego will never bring you towards.
One of the tragedies on the path is that faith can not be felt in the presence of the ego’s thoughts.
Yet once the beauty of Mother and chela is felt then there is nothing else.
How proud I am of all of you who live on our Sacred Kashi for Here is where the Earth and the Soul touch each other.
The Souls Eye is amazing for it can see the fullness and the emptiness.
The human eye can not see the inbetween worlds where the chela can glimpse the treasures that are offered to the chela’s life.
The dense ego does not let you feel the subtle love and the fierce love of Guru for chela.
Oh my God what our Kashi means to all of us all over the world.
Never any where in the world will one find any place LIKE THIS PLACE KASHI.
It is almost like this invisible territory that the naked mind of the ego can never feel.
To never again feel the heart beat of Kashi and the movement of Kali Natha Yoga is a Karma in it self.
It is the Karma Of The Lower Mind.
What Grace Of Karma to be able to know the person who you actually are.
What ever goes on between Guru and chela shows you how to shape your life.
I have never seen families closer as I see on Kashi.
The beauty of husband and wives and children and Gurubais on Kashi are so filled with love that at times I truly think you are all emerging into the Higher Dream of your Paramaguru.
KASHI IS A LIFE TIME COMMITMENT where one learns to live their life journey and finally at the end of the journey when one lies down to enter into the invisible harvest of all of life’s destinies one knows that the Light of the Guru will always be there.
My chelas do you realize how many hours I spend doing pujas for each and every one of you.
My Vama Deva Jaya and my Kundalini Ma I am very proud of both of you.
YOU WILL MAKE IT AT THE FEET OF YOUR GURU.
Every one can make it till death and beyond at the Feet Of The Guru.
This is why I hold so tight to His Feet and never let go.
Through Kali Natha Tantric Yoga whether one can move or not the Essence of God and Goddesses Love moves through you and the spirit of Kashi becomes your body of love and movement.
Yet attachment can bring you out of the moment, it can bring you and yours out of the moment.
NOT WITH THE GRACE OF THE MOTHER IF SHE SO WISHES.
And my chelas my children THIS MA SO WISHES.
Not only is the awareness of service on Kashi learnt it is a awareness of global issues and global oneness that one is made to understand.
I have seen so many close to death come Home to Kashi.
It is amazing how the ego disappears when one gets sick or is close to death.
No matter, I am there in the life of each and every chela despite the dense moments of some.
There is always this Bright Light that is in the center of Kashi which is called STANHU.
No one lives on the fringes of Stanhu all live in the mainstream of Shiva’s life.
The great poem of Ramprasad
SHIVA YOU KNOW HAS DRUNK THE POISON AND HIS STRENGTH HAS LEFT.
COME DOWN AND DO YOUR DANCING OH MOTHER, YOU WHO ARE LOVED BY SHIVA.
And so the poem goes on and on and yes the Mother has come down and does Her Dancing my chelas right there on Kashi.
Oh My God this is becoming a book, I better get Home to the arms of all my chelas. or I will ramble on with this Sacred Truth much too much.
The Darshan Line is like Kashi’s Womb the Gracious City of your Mother Guru’s Poem.
I love you my chelas with all my heart and Soul.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai