Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 8, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
The truth of the Guru is in the daily lives of Her chelas.
The ego can dwell in contradictions and doubts yet it is the lineage that my chela’s swim in that brings one to the Living Feet Of The Mother.
When the mind is too tight and to narrow one lives in the small space that the ego prepares for them.
The Soul has a great memory and the first stream of Lord Shiva is always flowing so the chela can eventually jump in the Highest Form of living at the Living Feet.
When the heart of the chela comes to a dead End the Guru opens a tunnel which the chela can breathe again with all the possibilities that is available to the Mother’s child.
One day you will awaken and find the truth come alive all around you.
The unknown worlds of Spirituality becomes real to you as you read these Darshan Lines over and over.
My chelas we all live in a thousand worlds at one time and yet it is the living moment that we breathe together in the moment, is the moment that one understands the Universal Mother as the Artist of the creative breath that sustains your hearts and burns the ego.
Perhaps you have noticed that these last few Darshans your Mother Guru has been writing a lot about the ego.
This is because my children you are ready to give it up and swim in the joy of the Ganga with out a life jacket, just flowing along Her Shores always with the Poets Of The Ganga your Paramaguru and your Guru Mother.
In each life times there is a special way one will be able to recognize the songs of God The Mother.
The Guru helps one to recall the feminine so that all can be united in a new way of living which we do so well in community.
A new way of relating to life through compassion enables one to embrace and have a fuller understanding of one’s true nature which comes to fruition at the Feet Of The Guru.
Then the deeper meaning of the Mother can become visible and the hidden purpose of the ego is evicted.
As the mystic chela is reborn through the experiences on Kashi one learns in a place of divine revelation that the Beloved knows the heart and is the constant prana of having the chela consciously recognize the whole of the world with in herself.
The mystic carries the knowledge of the constant wanting of the Mother in one’s heart.
My chelas, every moment you want the Mother Guru you must understand that the Mother intensely wants everything the world and the heavens want for you.
The Tantric Heavens open for the chela that is constantly grateful and all is given on the wings of that gratitude.
On Kashi one dances in the rhythm with the secret pulse and vibration of every thing that is.
Tantra is the continuous creation with the Mother’s Breath and is holding every thing together.
As you fall in love with your Beloved as I have fell in love with my own Beloved one wants to dance in the circle of life and death.
I asked my Baba TO TEACH ME OF THE RHYTHM OF DEATH SO I MAY TEACH MY CHELAS.
He who is the heart of holiness simply answered I AM MA, I AM,
And I carry these words to you my chelas, I AM CHELA, I AM.
From my heart to your heart I give you the seed of consciousness that will change your attitude of the mystical life.
Instead of drinking from the stagnant waters of the ego I teach you to drink of the clear liquid of Divine Creation.
The Inner Silence Of the Living Guru’s Love takes the chela beyond themselves for the waters of the conscious Soul will rise and one will understand the mysticism of Kashi.
The ego has you feel betrayed and ignored isolated .
The ego makes you feel desperate.
The coolness of the breath of Kashi has the Soul Come Home to the space that the Soul is so very familiar with.
There is no place like sitting at the living Feet Of the Guru Mother.
The ego has you believe that you can go here and there and it will be the same.
IT IS NEVER THE SAME AS BREATHING AND LIVING AND DYING AT THE LIVING FLESH WHILE THE BLOOD IS STILL TANTRICLY FLOWING IN THE GURU’S VEINS.
This state is what your internal breath has waited for forever.
This state is what your external flesh has lived and died for.
When my Baba told me this I knew that I would never ever leave His physical lotus Feet.
How sweet this moment of Paramaguru and Guru is.
Once the Feet of the Guru is left there becomes a gnawing hunger that over takes you and the ego brings such doubts of having a better life.
MY BABA HAS ALWAYS SAID, THERE IS NO BETTER LIFE THAN LIVING IN THE CENTER OF THE GURU’S BREATH.
Looking toward the Guru’s Form one sees their true spiritual path open and embraced.
She is the Force of Nature which constantly disturbs the ego.
Those that live with open hearts with their Beloved have their smiles reach their eyes.
Every moment on Kashi one can feel their tantric self watching over them.
This is what your Ma means about living on a thousand levels at one time.
This moment feel who you truly are.
Close your eyes and feel the echoes of my love touch you.
See your self growing in these echoes of the Mother’s Love.
My chelas each one of you has the ability to grow as our Kashi grows.
Each one of you will understand how much more strength and growth you have.
I have dug and pulled out your ego and I will continue to this.
I WILL ASK YOU, WHEN WILL YOU STOP PLAYING AROUND AND DO WHAT IT IS WHAT YOU HAVE TO DO.
Stop having the poverty mind or mind of I can not do this.
OF COURSE YOU CAN.
Each one of you is the inner Beloved of your Beloved.
This is the time to listen to the music of the Soul which brings you the love and intimacy and joy in your Beloved.
Drink in your breath more deeply than ever before.
When your Soul is heard by the Universal Soul you will understand that the WANDERING WANDER has truly come Home to the ancient holy mystery of Divine love.
Read these words with your heart attuned to love.
To share this love which is hidden in the heart of all of us is beyond your imagination.
The ego has you thinking you can not make it and you look else where when all you need is in front of you.
Breathe deeply and merge within your own heart and the deeper you go into your Soul the more you go deeper into Her Presence.
You can get a glimpse of before when you could not live with the Living Mother, The Living Guru, and the pain you all went through.
The inner alchemy of your heart allows you to receive the love that runs through the core of the world.
Attune yourself to love my chelas I AM COMING HOME TO HOLD YOU AND TEACH YOU AND TO SHARE WITH YOU.
I have watched your footsteps coming toward your Guru in the midst of your every day life,
Now I see your Soul sing with the fragrance of Mother Kashi.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of the Living Baba as my chelas Live at both of our Feet Ki Jai