Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram
Sept. 10, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
In my head I understand the reason for your Ma going on retreat every August.
It is a chance for all of you to go away to your families and go on vacations and also take care of our Sacred Mother Ashram.
Yet I miss Kashi and all of you so much.
Driving in yesterday, my whole body shook with delight of what I saw.
Winding roads, trails, curbs children riding in the safety of their own streets in their own community, my eyes could not take it all in.
I remember my beloved Kimti showing me blue prints and I doing Pujas, yet to see the Mother’s dreams come true in such a beautiful way is beyond anything I have ever witnessed in any life time.
I turned to our Fl. Durga Das Achariya and simply said thank you with tears in my eyes and a full tantric heart.
THANK YOU ALL FOR MAKING A PLACE SO BEAUTIFUL THAT MY CHILDREN CAN COME HOME TO LIVE WITH THE MOTHER FOR THE REST OF HER LIFE ON HER GRACIOUS CITY HOLY WOMB SACRED KASHI BABA’S HOME.
The sweetness of our lives are like sucking on sugar cane and bowing to Lord Ganesha in one breath.
Guru Mother and chelas mystical path Home.
To live on Kashi Soil is to live a full and healthy life no matter how old or young you are in the moment.
The real limitation in life is to think you can not do it when indeed you can.
There are times when one needs to focus to see the guidance of the Self and the Energy of what could be in the moment of what is.
The danger that the ego sends is the danger that one may let the mind take over what the heart knows is right.
My Baba has always said THAT TO BE WHERE ONE SHOULD NOT BE IN THE MOMENT IS SO VERY PAINFUL.
This is the dynamic of living with the Living Guru.
One is where one should be.
The Self and the Energy of the path activates ones life and the ego has to run and melt away.
I came Home to the deepest purest diamond one has every seen.
Every inch of Mother Kashi was spotless and blooming.
My rooms welcomed me with such warmth.
I thank you all for all you have done to make my Homecoming so magnificent.
Just to say Her Name Kashi evokes feelings of great belonging.
There is no sword of exclusion Here on the Mother’s Land.
The quality of joy that belongs to all comes from the center of Kashi’s sacredness.
She brings all to Her shores who are attracted to Spiritual Life.
I look forward to teaching the mystery that forms the threads of Her Being.
Clearness is brought to my chelas in Darshan that for centuries the ego has had the consciousness neglect.
Living outwardly in complete harmony with ones deepest self is the first steps one takes on the Mother Land.
I give praise to my Baba Neem Karoli for allowing me to be His servant and to give me the Grace to constantly be attentive to the hearts of my chelas as they walk on the razor edges of spirituality only to fall off into the Mother Guru’s Arms.
The twin threads of love weaved between Paramaguru and Guru cover the chela in a blanket of all the flowers ever grown anywhere upon earth.
The Mother Guru shows you how to die before you die.
The mystic knows the egos wall that separates one from their Heart’s Beloved.
This wall breaks down when one learns to lose themselves in the arms of the Mother’s Mystical love that takes you beyond yourselves and beyond the confines of the ego.
Love is the passion that destroys the egos will that brings doubts.
Love holds the hearts of the faithful as the ego persists and eventually dies.
Union with your Beloved is what our Baba taught me early on
Doubts separate this Union with the Beloved.
Each in their own way have found their sense of direction to clarity and Kashi this life.
Preconceptions are eaten and burnt in the Dhuni fires.
Come Home my children and taste the waters of Divine Love.
Splash in Her love as you drink your full.
Your hungry Soul demands teachings from your Tantric Mother and my Baba demands the Tantric Mother to teach.
I have no more mind only the pulsing of my heart in love with every one of my chelas.
Don’t be thirsty my chelas, because your inner most needs are being given to you this moment.
Each word is a taste of prasad.
Come alive again my chelas seeking direct spiritual direction the inner most mystical Tantric connection comes to you with every breath you breathe on Her Sacred Grounds.
When the inner and outer worlds come together at the Feet of the Mother one drowns in Her love and doubts disappear, ego doubts has no power over the Mother’s chela.
I am Home my chelas.
I am Home and so happy to be Home.
I too was drawn onto the path of service and have loved every moment of it and now i bring that love to you.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai .