Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 15, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Happy Birthday My Lord Ganesha,
What a wonderful day to celebrate our Baba’s Life.
The Mother’s blessings creeps into the crevasses of your psychi.
You hold your own blessings from the Mother you hold this love close to the bone.
Her blessings open you so much that you can easily see the path to Her Heart.
Through this love the ego loses the control.
This love goes against every grain of the ego’s being.
The Mother brings you your own strength coming from the Universal Mother to have the bounty of health prosperity love come to you merely by saying your Guru’s Name.
When you think you have no more strength to go forward thinking on the Mother’s love brings you to a place of brightness and you say thy will be done.
At this time you step away from the ego and come into your Soul.
Some where you know that there was never a problem as you sit at the Feet Of Mother.
The ego forces you to think you can not go any further.
Do not forget that you are the mystic as you sit before the Mother.
I have asked my Baba a million times especially when things got so hard that I could hardly breathe HOW DO I SERVE YOU MY GURU?
When my Baba told me to establish an Ashram like no other Ashram and have Her be the Ocean where Her many streams open other Ashrams I said of course not having a clue how to do this.
I knew that great Ocean was the Ganges Sari that She wears each day during our lives changing Her colors as we live in the moment of Her Love.
The Guru always gives the hint of how to resolve any problem.
The chela has to seek it.
This hint may come only to the corner of your eye or the Mother may repeat over and over until you accept it in your heart.
My chelas DO YOU REALIZE HOW BLESSED WE ARE ALL OVER THE WORLD THAT WE CAN SIT AT THE FEET OF OUR NEEM KAROLI BABA ESPECIALLY TODAY.
There is no greater suffering than to have separation from the Guru.
It is the ego that comes between the chela and the Guru.
As this night comes upon us and I walk around the Ganga I will see my chelas hearts crying out MY MA IS HOME, MY MA IS HOME.
Their hearts will be crying out in joy as well as my own.
At times there are many tests put before you and these tests that when passed the ego has no hold over you.
Yet with faith and love nothing else really matters, only love.
Then you are no longer caught in the cause and effect of the ego’s actions.
You know how you feel with your Guru and there is no other feeling like this one as She has you knowing your own beauty and divinity.
Spirit and matter are bounded together when chela and Guru are bound together through love.
I myself cried out to our Swami Nityananda for my Guru so many times that I thought I would break in a million pieces.
I wasn’t playing the game of the world and so many did not understand my love for an unseen Guru.
I myself did not understand the meaning of Guru and yet I did.
The Guru gives without cause or reason, She gives and gives.
Lovers of the Guru do not require any proof of this love they just feel it.
And of course the ego plays mind games and places at times, doubts in front of the chelas.
My chelas never ever thought of being any where else they would rather be than to live on Kashi at least not in the last 25 years or so.
I remember crying out to my Baba DO WITH ME WHAT YOU WILL, I AM YOUR SERVANT AND THE SERVANT OF THE SERVANT OF RAM, LORD HANUMAN WHO IS TRULY LORD SHIVA.
DO WITH ME WHAT YOU WILL MY BABA AND I SHALL BUILD AN ASHRAM AROUND YOU AND AFTER ME MY CHELAS WILL TAKE THE TORCH AND DO ANYTHING AND EVERY THING THEY CAN DO TO MAKE THIS MOTHER ASHRAM THE QUEEN THAT SHE IS.
These were my words that I remember saying to my Baba 36 years ago and just a moment ago.
My Baba is the great fire and I am all that is thrown into the fire.
I am the wood and the rice and the flame itself.
How wonderful to be the servant to our Baba Neem Karoli.
I celebrate this day His life and all of our relationships to Him and my relationship to my chelas and all the Gods and Goddesses.
At the Feet of your Guru you become alive again.
You live again and again in the heart of the Guru Mother.
Your heart becomes alive again in the moment of the Guru.
It is not about yesterday or what will come, it is all about the moment, this moment where Paramaguru and Guru meet.
We both breathe in the same moment of Mother Kashi and the Gods and Goddesses and wait for our chelas to catch the breath on the wind of the Mother Kashi.
All are fed on the umbilical cord of the Great Mother Kashi.
I will see you this night in Her Moment.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai