Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers.
November 16, 2007
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
For many years I have taught my chelas how they sabotage themselves in a self destructive cycle that seems to afflict their spiritual and worldly life.
So much shakti is wasted by listening to one’s ego.
Life is so precious that to waste what you have already learned is like becoming the slayer of the real.
You have so many tools at your disposal to use when ego brings forth thoughts of depression and anxiety.
The ego knows your limitations and feelings of inadequacy and allows them to flow in front of you bringing you into a space of pain and unworthiness.
The Guru Mother’s love is the strongest weapon upon earth that separates Her child from the ego.
Perceptions of the Light Of Love inside of you functions throughout the heart rather than the ego mind.
The Guru’s Grace is the hearts container in which one stores all possibilities.
Once the Guru awakens the heart the chela always looks towards the Gods and Goddesses.
I have many times found my self praying over and over to the Mahavidyas to help me help my chelas find their self worth and their own beauty.
The Guru has chosen you among all humanity since the beginning of time, to share and teach of serving others and yourself as your heart dances with the song of Mother Kashi.
I cry out to your ego, GIVE ME BACK MY SONS AND MY DAUGHTERS AND LEAVE THEM ONLY WITH OPEN HEARTS.
The ego runs and melts into Mother Kali’s Eyes.
The Guru lifts you in a wave of fire blood and new life.
It is in you that the Guru recognizes Her own self and the love for Her own Guruji.
We are all united in spiritual love ready to serve humanity and of course all those in need.
Have you forgotten all the doors you have opened to reach where you are now?
In the afternoon light I lift my arms to all of Kashi and ask for all of you to know your roots.
The Sacred Ganga is my legacy.
Her love can never be extinguished or forgotten.
Your Soul feeds on Her Love, She is your Beloved as well as mine.
As long as there is prana upon earth and in the heavens, She the Ganga will never stop flowing and filling you.
The ego finds the slightest bit of doubt in your heart and will define your world as small with many boundaries.
The Mother melts the ego’s boundaries and sets you free to understand and become love.
The ego mind cuts one off from the uncharted oceans of compassion and caring.
It is then that one doubts the deep inner connection to all that is bright and good.
Some times when the ego gets hold of the mind, one begins to think only of depression and sad thoughts.
The Mother turns your tears and sadness into spiritual rapture and grace.
Carry the moment with in the moment my chelas and be filled with my love.
Each day on Mother Kashi there are so many miracles to be found.
You write me of these miracles and you have gratitude.
I have gratitude every moment of my life for all of you and Mother Kashi and of course my Beloved Neem Karoli Baba. Go deep this day and find your Beloved.
Fill up with this love and you will never doubt again.
Such is the way of our Teaching, such is the way of our hearts.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai