Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Jan. 22. 2008
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
When I think on the Feet Of My Guru Baba my heart opens like the petals on a flower.
My whole Soul becomes filled with Grace and I in turn send the Grace to all of my chelas.
One discovers that life is so much more full when Grace and love flows freely.
One can see even the stones breathe as well as trees and grass and flowers and mountains and such.
When you look to get closer and closer to your Beloved then sometimes one can use their pain or grief to go beyond the ego or the I to get closer and closer.
Separation becomes less and less and the heart more and more full.
The greatest obstacle between your Beloved is the small I.
One can ask the Goddess to take the I and bring one closer and closer.
To become lost in the Beloved.
It is She who tears apart thought and brings you beyond the small I.
The mystery of the Beloved and the Lover is discovered on the path of service.
The attitude of the spiritual lover is the willingness to have the ego die.
What is this love one may ask?
It is the love of the heart drenched in the depth of life and death.
When you can turn away from your ego the Fire Of Love calls you and you go and give yourself to the flames.
What you receive is beyond your wildest dreams.
Every cell of your body knows of this love with out ego.
Mystical ecstasy is yours when you go beyond the darkness of the ego.
If the mind then creates doubt then the heart is covered in the shade of the ego.
On this spiritual journey you are taken to the Divine Light by your Beloved into the depth of Samadhi.
Then you come back to your every day life filled with love like never before.
You are able to live your every day life knowing that you have given your self to the Mother, your Beloved who ever your Beloved may be.
There is no measure to the Mother’s Love.
There are different degrees of understanding the shades of the ego.
Stepping out of the circle of time and into the circle of love has one knowing the knower.
Then step back into the circle of time and all will know you have been with your Beloved.
This weekend my Teachers who are taking Kali Natha Yoga Teacher Training will be with their Beloved whether I am their Beloved or not.
There will be such joy in learning this ancient yoga on the Sacred Land of Kashi.
Kali Natha Yoga helps one to make the journey back to your Beloved, your God, your Goddess.
When you feel with in you the desire to go Home or know your own Nature then to practice Kali Natha Yoga is to practice your full compassion.
Looking at your Bhagavati By The Ganges see the pose She offers you to learn.
To have your mind learn.
To have you heart learn.
Have this time just for you and Bhagavati,
This is the intimacy of being with your Spiritual Beloved.
Even if you usually sit in a chair as you do Kali Natha Yoga your heart knows how to feel in each of the asanas.
When you began this Journey it is hard to do it all by your self.
Bhagavati by the Ganges is a form of being guided by the Goddess.
This all has to do with the nature of your Soul.
Look toward d the Ghats.
Look at only one and feel each step taking you deeper and deeper into the Ganges.
Explore your Sacred Art.
If you have more then one, then The Mother Herself will guide you to the one to meditate upon.
Looking toward you painting you will find your heart soften.
Your heart becomes more tender.
I love you my chelas with all my heart and all of my Soul.
I found myself painting these past few days with a new urgency.
Enjoy your painting when it comes to you.
Breathe in the Mother.
And know it is you that I think about when I paint.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
