Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
June 12, 2008
Namaste my chelas all over the world
You have been asking questions about going deeper into the Karmic Spaces or of course not going into them.
Before I begin I want to tell you how excited I am that we will be growing our own food Here on our Sacred Kashi Ashram
I love that so many of you want to be part of our Lalita and our Hanuman Tirtha’s Garden.
I too would love to be part of it .
It has been my dream for many years.
Now lets look into the Karmic Space Of Jealousy.
One enters jealousy very slowly and then suddenly it burst forth like an angry beast.
The opposite of jealousy is SELF LOVE.
Jealousy gives birth to anger.
The anger one has is self anger.
The more one becomes assured that they are loved by the Mother, God, Goddess or by the Universe or all above then they understand that they have not the time to waste on being jealous.
When you can remember to touch base with your own beautiful heart, then you are willing to let anyone have what they have no matter what it is, for you are comfortable secure and know that you are loved.
To be jealous of any one is to want what they have and yet no one knows how that person is paying for what they have or what they had to go through to get get there.
No matter what you are jealous of there is always a story that the person you are jealous of has.
When you are really struggling with jealousy then you must sit quietly and feel the Universe unfold in your heart.
You can say over and over, THE UNIVERSE LOVES ME, THE UNIVERSE LOVES ME.
Saying this has you start to feel secure.
My chelas you will be surprised how many people want desperately what it is that you have.
When you are jealous you are out of the moment, you are in some one else’s business and not your own.
The fear of rejection also brings the feeling of jealousy about.
One time there was a sadhu, ( holy one ) who was always jealous of other sadhus.
He wanted what they have.
He would wander the jungles and see the beautiful expression of the others when they would sit and meditate.
He did not realize that he himself looked the same when ever he sat and called upon the Mother.
Then one day The Divine Mother Kali came to him and said SON WHY DO YOU NOT CALL ME TO YOU ANY MORE?
WHY DO YOU LOOK TOWARD OTHERS TO HAVE WHAT YOU ALREADY HAVE.
With these words the Mother disappeared and the sadhu spent many years looking for her.
He lived in the moment and remembered all the times he sat and conversed with the Mother.
As he walked the jungle every leaf every sound became the Mother.
And when he stopped looking to have what he thought the others have he began to have gratitude what he had all along.
At this time the Mother once again came to him and never left his side ever again.
Perhaps you want another’s easy way with people.
Then perhaps look and see what you can do to be your own beautiful self around people with out wanting anything from them.
Money is another thing so many are jealous of.
Truly if you had all the money in the world there would always be another thing you desperately want.
Good looks come from the internal heart of love and we all have this.
Self Love brings Self confidence.
Self Love grows deeper and deeper as you meditate on the self more and more.
As you move your body and serve others you grow more and more into the space of self love thus you love others more easily.
Slowly you begin to be aware when jealousy starts to hit you.
You begin to understand when you are out of your own beautiful moment.
As you read these words whether you believe them or not you are focused on them and living in the moment.
Now see how you feel when the Guru Mother writes to you, I LOVE YOU MY CHELA WITH ALL MY HEART.
And I do.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai