Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
June 23, 2008
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
The Karmic Space Of Abuse Of Power gets one in its view when awareness of ones own confidence is disturbed by mistrusting ones own intuition.
It is easy to take for granted this magnificent journey called life when even a small part of it is used to abuse the moment or abuse others.
When you journey away from your own spirit you begin to want the power you have gained.
This is why when you go toward the light, your lower mind protests.
The ego has you thinking WHAT THE HECK AM I DOING HERE?
No one knows how powerful I really am.
How can I use the Power i already received by meditation?
How can I become more powerful with this power
Why have I stopped caring that I can control peoples lives?
Why should I meditate on peace?
Why should I surrender to my heart?
Won’t this make me week?
I already feel week from all this new calmness.
This of course comes from the lower mind, the ego mind.
These thoughts take you from the spiritual being you are becoming to the lower state of the actions of the ego.
Meditation takes you into a very powerful state only if you perceive where the heart brings you into the transcending state of purity.
Truly it does not make sense that some Enlighten Being will come along and tap you on the head and bring you into liberation.
One has to go throughout the different states of inquiry.
One of which is WHO AM I?
One has to look deeply into their hearts to see the yearning for God and Goddess or peace and calmness and ecstasy not only for themselves for others also.
And then when this Enlighten Being comes along or a book that can change your life or life’s experience itself you are ready to receive its Grace.
The Abuse Of Power Space has you thinking that you are the doer and that all should listen to you.
This also connects to the next Karmic Space Of THE DESIRE TO BE RIGHT only there is no desire in this Karmic Space Of Abuse Of Power there is only false knowing and deep down we know that what we are doing when we abuse any kind of power, is hurting our self and others also.
When one is trapped in this space they almost can not let go of the feeling of power and they abuse it one way or another.
One of the paradoxes of this spiritual journey is that at first we must lose our ego even slightly to understand the ego
We must first put away the path of power and begin to comprehend that we are a spiritual being perhaps a powerful spiritual being yet never the less one with a big heart.
The secret to using the ABUSE OF POWER KARMIC SPACE is to know that your heart of love is the most power that you will need to succeed on this journey called life.
Putting away your opinions for a while allows you to know that you want to meditate.
The ego can not tolerate that you think that you are on a spiritual path.
The ego asks you what is infinity?
How does it feel?
How can you answer this if you have not reached yet the meditation of the beauty of the heart?
One can not answer its own ego unless one answers from the heart.
The answer has to come from the deep part of the compassion of the heart.
One can not know that they are internal or that they are the meaning of infinity, they must understand that they know this from a new sence of awareness.
Knowing that you are infinite is to feel it and it only can be felt from the heart.
Knowing that your spirit goes on and on even after death, drowns the thoughts that the ego mind sends you,
Once again you can sit in meditation and ask the question WHO AM I?
One answer you can tell yourself is I AM INFINITE.
I am infinite.
I am always.
In this way what need you the power of abuse.
All will see the beauty in your face when you know you are infinite.
There is such a spiritual awakening once you can even slightly believe this.
I AM INFINITE.
Then one lives in the Mother’s Shakti - which is the combination of Shakti and Power then one receives from the Infinite Universe all what one asks for.
With out the karma of abuse.
Meditate on the heart space my chelas in the center of your self and you will receive a very special power, your dedication to the space of the heart.
Your dedication to compassion will bring you all the power you need in the world to succeed.
We all have been through suffering and those who have experienced suffering either turn to God or turn to indifference,
Denial
Observe your breath, call on the Mother to bring your awareness to your breath.
Observation leads you to the space of being awake.
Wakefulness does not bring you a voice from above, it brings to you a communication from with in your heart, a space that the ego can not touch and does die a little trying.
Give little credence to your thoughts.
The difference to one who receives intuitive thoughts and does not pay attention and those that do pay attention know that there is no reason to abuse anything
Constantly judging others is ABUSE OF POWER and leads to judging your self.
Remember that OBSERVATION IS PURE SHAKTI AND JUDGMENT IS WEAKNESS OF YOUR INNER SHAKTI.
The energy of the Karmic Space Of Abuse Of Power is a light gray not black or white just a week gray.
When you abuse anything in your life you are not communicating with your Higher Self, Your Voice from with in, you are allowing the ego to drive you deeper and deeper into the Space Of Abuse Of Power.
The difference between the awaken being and one who abuses power is the the former acts on communication from with in and the latter thinks it can not be true.
Being in the flow of life and death allows you to be touch with your inner feelings.
Being in the flow one finds that they never need to abuse any one or any thing.
This also has a lot to do in fact a great deal to do with addictions.
If you are not in the flow of your body, then you never think you are full and are always looking for more and more to eat instead of knowing you are not hungry.
It is the dark side of the Karmic Space Of Abuse Of Power that keeps you eating or using drugs or smoking or such.
I have worked with addicts all my life watching the darker side of this space claim many young lives, including my own son.
Addictions and using has you become falsely powerful in the moment even if it is just for the length of the time that the drugs enter into your blood stream.
The drugs are like the ego and keeps you never satisfied.
Until the body thinks that the high of eating or using is the only way you can find true power.
I have found that this space or Abuse of Power is the most dangerous of all.
False Power and the Abuse Of Ones Own Power has brought down many a woman and man who are listening to the Powers that will be in government or sometimes in religious orders.
It is the true holy being who has any kind of power that wants their students to become more powerful and more productive then themselves.
This is the infinite wish of my own Guru and of course the infinite wish of my self.
Live my chelas in the moment of the heart and succeed in bringing the Great Light Of Wisdom to every one of the Cubby Holes.
This is my Puja and this is my Prayer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai