Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
July 29, 2008
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
In the Karmic Spaces there is always a signal that allows you to know to come into the moment.
It is like awaking to reality.
You begin to understand that your essential self has been hidden from you due to the cleverness of the ego.
The dimensions of the ego is shallow and can be cut off with positive thoughts of awareness like, WHO AM I, WHAT AM I DOING, WHAT WILL I DO?
Reality has many levels, the way you know you are stuck is a subtle or deep pain in the heart chakra.
The trouble is that so many of us ignore this pain and continue letting life slip away from our fingers.
The keeper of the Karmic Spaces is your lower mind which keeps filling this space with doubt and fear
After a while you fill it yourself because you want desperately to be right.
You refuse to see that reality is open to change.
One keeps going on and on using the same tracks that after a while becomes rusty with age.
Before you know it these same tracks follow you into your next life time and the one after that and after that and so on.
The Light that comes to you, this Light of awareness does not believe in limitations and therefore you can not enclose yourself any more.
The life you live is a life of your own creation.
The space you have created yourself is saying to you loud and clear, you should not believe in self happiness or self awareness and so you become an exile from life.
This space of thought is the Karmic Space Of Ego Of Self Thought-Self Indulgence.
Getting caught in this space has you constantly over reacting to many situations and that once you over react then you think of it over and over, this becomes the second part of the Karmic Space, Self Indulgence.
After an episode of being in the Karmic Space Of Ego Of Self Thought- Self Indulgence, you begin to feel guilt or shame or both.
The beauty of learning of the Karmic Spaces is to understand that in life mistakes will be made and we may or may not learn from them.
I have even heard from some of my chelas that they thought that being happy is like turning your back on spirituality
Or even that happiness keeps you from grieving as you should after the loss or way after the loss of a love one.
Working in the AIDS community for over 25 years it shocks me when there is still survivors guilt.
It breaks my heart in thousand of pieces when I see so many who lived with so much loss feel terrible about still being alive.
What I point out a million times is that there is not one person in all the years and all the deaths I have witnessed who wants another to suffer or die because of guilt or anything else.
One of the many reasons I am writing this book is because of the thousands who have let me touch their hearts over the years who had AIDS
I have taught others as well as my self to let go of sadness and honor those you love and your self.
The inner sadness that so many walk around with is a cluster of emotions,
It is inner pains that the ego does not let one let go of.
I ask you my chelas, what would help others an angry heart or a peaceful heart?
Being in the Karmic Spaces has one just being aware of any happiness and allowing the ego to stop it in its tracks.
This Karmic Space takes the space up that was once occupied by love and caring.
Caring for yourself and caring for others.
My chelas write down in your journal what it is that brings you anger, out rage sadness depression shock and most of all what brings you desperation.
Self inquire into each one.
Is this really how you feel or is it the ego planting its seeds once again?
As you read these words of the Karmic Spaces there is a new inner self taking up the space inside of you and piercing the heart with the wonderment of now.
Do not allow your ego to send you thoughts of betrayal because you are starting to feel lighter each day.
Once you decide that your emotions are not your truest self it becomes easier to ask the question WHO AM I?
There is a surprising limited space in so many to be happy in these days.
Yet by asking of yourself, WHO AM I, you are able to see a place with in you that you can touch.
It is a place where your real self can be known.
All the Karmic Spaces bring about a sense of chaos.
Meditation confronts the ego as peace bursts forth and leads one out of the dark spaces.
As fast as you slipped into the Karmic Space is as fast as you can turn yourself around and begin slipping out.
Little by little you begin to want to breathe with awareness and joy.
The heart begins to eat the ego heart of constant complaining.
Gentleness to yourself breaks open the harsh spaces of negativity.
This Karmic Space Of Ego Of Self Thought - Self Indulgence brings anticipation of others reaction and allows the thought of what will be come into the moment without a reason.
Some times this happens and you can see it right away and sometimes it takes a very long time to surface.
I love you my chelas and I will give you enough words to bring you awareness of the Karmic Spaces.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.