Om Ganesha,

Morning Pujas and Prayers

August 3, 2008

Namaste my chelas all over the world.

I am happy to hear that satsang went so well last night.

And that you are all taking care of our Mother Ashram

This eases my heart so much.

Your response to the new book on Death amazes me.

It also allows me to elaborate on the Karmic Spaces.

The Title Karmic Spaces has me writing more and more about each inch of every Cubby Hole.

And you all get it before it is edited.

I must trust you all a lot.

When I speak of renunciation it is the renunciation of fears not of things.

To be able to see what you are afraid of in life can ease one into the process of Death All needs are met by being aware.

Being aware is productive in life as well as in Death.

Being aware dispels the ego’s deception.

How are you breathing now?

Take a second to be aware of your breath.

Were you holding the breath as you were reading your Guru Mother’s Word’s?

It is an odd thing to notice that when you are aware of the breath, it comes in and out bringing a certain peace to your body and mind.

Awareness brings you to the right space in the now and if aware you can follow your own breath into the Light Of Death.

The great discovery that one makes is that there is nothing that one wants except a peaceful Death after living a productive life.

This is the beauty of living in a Community whose main function is serving.

Can you tell yourself this moment to be productive?

Not productive in a way that will bring stress, but a way that will serve humanity.

My Ananda Devi Jaya writes me about serving 1000 children and bringing them what they need to start school.

I am so proud of my chelas all over the world in my many Ashrams who serve from the heart.

Just being aware that there are so many that have so little is being productive.

One receives Divine Energy when you are productive.

Divine Silence is not passive it is energetic.

Death is not passive it is a great white flow of energy.

Being silent at times in life brings you vitality that passes over into Death.

The inner unfolding of just reading about Death completes life’s beauty.

You can begin to express your own beauty in life when you can speak simply of Death.

Learning about Death you begin to find your own inner strength so when the time comes you can accept Death as a Deity with a heart.

Being aware of your life is like a breath of the Mother and heaven upon earth.

If one does not acknowledge Death in life how will they acknowledge Death in Death?

This is the question my Guru asked me when I was learning of Death.

Death does not just arrive, He is a guest all of your lives or life.

He also lives eternally in the present moment.

Truly Death has no limits.

Death can teach one that life and Dath is endless.

The Soul is eternal and survives after death, life, death and so on.

The Dark Mother Kali is as fierce in life as She is in Death.

She forever is leading Her child into the cremation grounds of life with the burning of the physical body or takes you to the funeral pyres of the burning ego.

Learning how to burn your own ego on its own funereal pyre makes life easier as Death grants one another look at life.

Death is impartial yet always does He, She have a heart.

Her efficiency is male and Her Heart is female, yes Death is Shiva Shakti.

Sacrifice means nothing to death only awareness of life.

Yesterday would have been my Jimmy boys 48th birthday.

I did not hide and drown in my own tears.

I hung out with my Jewel Lotus and my Bhajarangi Hanuman and I was reminded how my son loved these kids.

So though I kept it to myself, I celebrated my sons birth day with my babies whom I raised and boy did they ease my broken heart without knowing it.

We laughed and played in the pool and yet at no time did my babies lose respect or forget they were with their Guru Mother.

I had to smile when I told my Bhajarangi Hanuman and my Jewel that they will always be my babies just like their brothers and sisters who are well in their twenties.

This day was a celebration of my son’s life.

Death is not after prey, Death wants one to ease into its path by living a good and service filled life.

One need not place gifts or flowers on the altar of Death, one needs only to respect life.

He has no altar and he hears only prayers all through life.

I do not mean to scare any of my chelas, with the talk of death, I only want my chelas and who ever reads these words not to lose awareness of life as much as they can.

When your thoughts over take you and you can not take reality, then see if you are judging others and most of all see if you are judging yourself.

This is done by inquiring into the words of your mind.

Life likes to bring you challenges, new ones every day.

Refraining from judging or being angry can have you living a non judgmental life and when Death comes neither you nor Death judges, you both just are.

A judgmental person looks for faults in others thus they are constantly looking for faults in themselves.

When you know that Death is perched comfortable in life on your shoulder you tend not to judge so harshly either your self or others.

Being caught in the ego’s web has one fearful of death or for that matter fearful of life.

One judgment that can bring unsteadiness to life and death is to think that your way is the only way or that your religious beliefs are the only beliefs ,are the only ones that can lead one into heaven.

These thoughts have you caught in a space that takes up so much of your life that you are backed up into judging others constantly.

Instead get in the habit of welcoming every one to your heart no mater who they may be.

Enter into the assembly of the Mother Goddess who do not judge and only can love so much that they can bring comfort in life and death.

When fear comes upon you simply ask of yourself, WHO IS THIS THAT IS AFRAID? and see how you are protected by the Mother Spirit who lives in your heart and is activated simple by asking WHO IS THIS THAT IS AFRAID?

I love you my chelas.

My Raja Ma Jaya please write me about my Ganesha Ma Jaya and my Ganesha Ma Jaya please write me about my Raja Ma Jaya.

My chelas take care of each other and of course take care of my Mother Ashram and thank you for taking care of my babies my animals.

Love Ma

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Always at His Feet Of our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai