Om Ganesha,
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 20, 2008
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
To be able to sit in the Dattatreya once again is like drinking pure nectar.
It was wonderful to be with my chelas and those who were taking the KALI NATHA TANTRIC TRAINING last night
There was such excitement and joy.
It is one of the golden opportunities upon this planet to be taught by the Guru.
I know, because I am taught by Guru.
Yet to be taught by Guru and then being able to teach my chelas in the same way is indeed a blessing from God.
There is a love, a light that shines forth that opens the heart when there is so much love.
Darshan is to remind my chelas to always remember their individual relationships with the Tantric Mother
The deeper you can go beyond the ego the more rewarding life becomes.
The Mother reveals Herself to all those who truly yearns for Her Presence.
I watch across our beautiful Ganga as my chelas walk at different times of the day.
Every one has a different way of greeting the Ganga.
So many touch the waters of the healing fountain.
It is the waters of the Ganga that flows from it.
So many times I want to say to those who pass the Healing Fountain HESITATE, TOUCH THE WATERS AND FEEL.
The hesitation is the same, hesitation that one can find in their hearts to feel before they enter into any of the 11 Karmic Spaces.
The Karmic Space LACK OF AWARENESS has one not even aware that they are entering an habitual space in their lives that keeps blinders on their eyes.
Lack Of Awareness not only keeps one from the beauty of never taking anything for granted, it keeps one not knowing of what life can offer them.
These times upon Earth demands that we all listen to our heart beat.
To take the time to feel no matter if the feeling is painful or joyous.
Being aware incorporates all of life that eventually leads us all back to where we have come from.
It is not the ego that cries out, it is the heart that wants to reveal the mystery of loving our Beloved.
The ego causes the feeling of separation and when not being aware one can begin to think that the ego is their own mind.
The ego tries to be supreme.
Tries to lead you away from love and happiness.
Allow the ego to be burnt in the fires of awareness and you will be able to identify with reality.
There is no relationship on this Earth on the personal level that can bring you love as the love of your Beloved can bring you.
Being aware brings you glimpses of wisdom and the intoxication of one who loves life.
The path of service brings one back to the place where they are intoxicated with their Beloved.
We all love our Beloved yet the Cubby Hole of LACK OF AWARENESS has you thinking that you are all alone and that you must hide your heart at all costs.
LACK OF AWARENESS also brings an ability not to feel.
Not to feel life or death.
This too is the illusion of the ego.
Kali Natha Tantric Yoga brings one the ability to be aware.
Yes being aware requires an ability.
An ability to want to share time, internal time with the Higher mind.
The Mother ignites the fires in our own hearts thus allowing us to be free on the journey of our Soul back to Her Arms.
This is so simple that it is so easy to forget.
The fire is hidden in our own hearts.
In Darshan I try to guide you all back to your Beloved.
Not entering the Karmic Space Of Lack Of Awareness you are getting aware in what goes on all around you in the moment of hesitation before you enter into the darkness of the Karmic Spaces.
The Mother is the very existence of life and to be aware of this is never to be alone.
The Fire of the Mother can never be snuffed out yet the ego can try to send words that will stop you from knowing this.
At times we only see out of the ego’s eyes and forget that we have magnificent sight that can see the depth with in our selves and the light in every Karmic Space that can not only lead us out but can bring awareness to the deeper levels of our own Being.
Last night I took my chelas into the sound of movement in ourselves even as we taste the silence.
It is this place where the lover and the Beloved can meet.
The Guru points all of this out to the chela.
It is said that one does not become enlightenment from Light Itself.
It is out of the darkness, the light out of the darkness that leads one to their Beloved.
There can be a process of undoing of the ego if you hesitate before you enter into the Karmic Space of Lack Of Awareness.
To look for the Light in the darkness of the Karmic Spaces you can look for this Light any where in life.
My chelas reject the ego by loving as you never have loved before.
The Mother offers you a lasting relationship of all the Forms Of The Mother and the joy of it.
You are all an extension of my love.
The gift of awareness brings you into the world of light.
This is the joy of awareness.
I love you all so very much
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always and forever at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY OUR BELOVED ACHARIYA SWAMI RUDRA DAS.
I love you so very much.