Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers.
Oct. 14, 2008
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
The idea of how difficult or unpleasant a chore is that you know you have to do, stops you from doing it.
Though Procrastination lives in many of the Karmic Spaces it truly comes from the ego mind.
One begins to do any thing else except the chore that they put off.
And if what they do is constructive then the ego says SEE THIS IS BETTER OR YOU ARE TIRED AND NEED REST.
Soon all of life coordinates around the ego’s thoughts.
Your own wisdom begins to diminish.
Thus you bring yourself perpetual pain of the heart and instability in life.
Commit this moment to doing at least one frustrating activity each day that you would normally postpone.
Do not even begin to think that you are the only one who puts off doing what you have to do.
Every one gets caught in the egos common pattern.
Yet to over come even a little bit of procrastination one can get closer and closer to their Beloved.
When your mind is over come with guilt of that which you have not done, it jumps around like the monkey in the trees.
Thus you can not sit with a calm and easy heart.
By believing that you are effective and decisive you are arming yourself against the ego.
The relief you get when you do not do what it is that you have to do is short lived and then lived again and again and the mind keeps going.
Then we repress all thinking of doing what we had to do in the first place thus you get attached to doing nothing of any value.
You begin to demonstrate unconscious feelings of anger.
The ego has you believing that you are generally ineffectual.
From the simple act of procrastination you develop unworthiness guilt and self doubts.
Procrastination becomes a conditional feeling.
Notice my chelas how interested you all are in this Darshan Line this afternoon.
You see your intuitive mind yearns to rid one’s self of putting off anything at all.
The chain of negative feelings stop the heart from feeling full and good.
Negativity begins to flow instead of being positive.
You become handicapped by simply putting off any thing you have to do if you do it enough.
By being aware and doing one thing a day that you do not want to brings the feeling of self worth.
Our bodies react to procrastination by bringing aches and pains and reactions that you do not understand.
The Guru Mother brings you the light of being instead of the blackness of not doing.
One begins to even put off meditation as the ego keeps at you.
Your rewards come to you by non procrastination in the depth of your heart.
My chelas when you feel a sense of unworthiness look deeply at what you have put off doing.
Do not beat yourself up this is what the ego mind wants you to do.
There is great variety in procrastination’s processes.
Just know that with practice you will be able to conquer your ego.
Do not be afraid of failing.
Just pick your self up and start again.
I love you my chelas and will help you with procrastination that fills all the Karmic Spaces.
I will keep you aware with my love.
Do pujas to Mother Laxmi, ask Her to help you.
In fact when you receive your painting sit in front of Her and look toward the birds flying.
See in them perpetual movement and notice how you can apply this to conquering procrastination
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
