Om Ganesha
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers from our Sacred Kashi Ashram
January 21, 2009
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Well this flu bug truly got your Ma this year.
Now I am well and back.
It was a bad one my chelas so be careful and do every thing you can not to get sick.
What a great time to be alive.
Such newness and such blessings on us all.
Watching the Inauguration like millions of others, the tears ran down my face from happiness.
Thinking back to all those years ago when your Ma was under the boardwalk with Big Henry, Old Hudson, Chicky and Chews, all I could think of as a little girl is to be able to grow up and stop the pain in their eyes every time they were questioned and ruffed up at having the little girl white girl with them and teaching her right from wrong every time they could.
At the age of six the cellar where we lived and under the boards was the world I knew.
Never ever did these folks ever think that such a thing could happen in my life time.
An African American in the White House.
They were happy just to have enough to eat and get through the day.
Though they were alcoholics and God know what else they sure took care of your Ma and made me who I am today.
I bow to them in my heart and give thanks to our Great Country who indeed did not forget that all of us are equal.
I know that their souls are soaring free as well as millions of others who were prejudiced against, and beat for standing for their rights.
Just a beginning and yet a beginning in our life time.
Again I weep for joy.
I pray that all the Mother Goddesses bring their wisdom and knowledge to the world and bigotry of all kinds are wiped away.
Yesterday The United States Of America rose to a spiritual height that one would think was impossible.
And yet I can remember Big Henry always whispering in my ear, YOU CAN BE ANYTHING YOU WANT TO GIRL CHILD, ANYTHING AT ALL.
May all of our Beloved’s pour down upon us an inexhaustible shower of sublime peace.
We can attain this by always knowing that there are good if not great people in the world to help fight for freedom for all.
For any one to be able to marry whom they want no matter the gender and for all peoples of the world never go hungry for peace or food.
Never give up hope my chelas.
We can get across this tumultuous ocean of strife as we abide in our hearts for ever and bring love to a world gone mad with war and pain.
It feels like a new flame of life flickers on the wind of time now.
It feels like lights are flashing in the dark clouds and showing us what can be with determination.
I loved that you just kept writing your Ma each day when I had the flu and of course I sent you all answers to all your questions.
I am your Ma and you are my children.
Direct your mind toward your Beloved my chelas.
Clear a road where your mind can not go, only your heart.
Sail in the beauty of love’s ocean of profound meditation as the Mother Guru takes you deeper and deeper.
I give up on no one.
I abide in your hearts forever.
Having attained this mortal body was no easy matter and having done so, use it well to serve others and your self.
I welcomed our Kimti Jaya Home from Afghanistan this morning.
Soon he will be coming Home where he belongs for good.
I loved teaching Dead Dawn Darshan and just taking my chelas deeply into the Formless.
Above the soft petals of the Mother’s Breath, I watched like I always do as my chelas reached deep into the Universe and found in the Emptiness the beauty of them selves.
Our Precious Kashi continues to grow and expand as my chelas go to closings on their land and soon will start their building of their Homes on Sacred Grounds.
To live with the Mother the Living Guru and satsanga has been the dream of so many of my chelas.
And now I will be able to walk to your houses and like I told my Bagala have a cup of hot tea.
Do not forget to find out when Our next Kali Natha Tantric Teacher Training is going to be.
And sign up for it, to be taught by the Mother Guru.
I know that I soon will be teaching the graduates and can hardly wait.
There is no teaching like the Mother teaching the chela how to move with the Universe inside and out.
Seated by the shores of the Great Ganga, I will teach you how to hear the music of the soul.
I will take you into the depths of all that exists.
Be still this moment and watch or feel your breath.
Do not try to rule your breath, just watch it.
Come gently into my arms, and feel the Shakti this moment.
Enjoy the moment, become the moment, become the breath of the Mother.
And when I take you into the Formless you will feel your soul slide into the depth of Oneness.
This I can easily promise you, for it is already happening.
Behold your own beauty this moment.
And know in the deepest part of your Being that your Mother Guru loves you beyond all form and all words.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai