Om Ganesha
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Feb., 7, 2009
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
What kind of behavior do you have that brings you sadness?
Write them down in your journal.
Is anger making you sad?
What are you angry at?
Write it down in your journal
What is your ego telling you to do when you are angry?
Perhaps you are late for a meeting and you are getting angry at those who you think are judging you.
Your ego sends you thoughts of WHAT’S THE BIG DEAL, NO BODY GOT HURT, I AM ONLY 10 MINUTES OR SO LATE.
You begin to get angrier and angrier at those who you think are angry at you, when in reality, no one noticed you were late other than your self.
You begin to put all kind of pressure on yourself and it lasts all the work day long.
As the day progresses you truly have no idea what you were angry at in the first place and this is all the work of the ego at play with your emotions.
This is where awareness and being awake in your life comes in.
Ego pressure is so crafty that you do not even realize it is happening.
Being aware in one part of your life is the beginning of being aware in all parts of your life.
Approach the awakening as a finding.
A finding is very exciting no matter how small you may think it is.
If you are in a dark space and you find that it is the ego that led you there, then the finding has you getting ahead of judging and you develop a greater understanding of the small and large things that occur during your day and then during your life.
You begin to be able to deal in the now.
My chelas if you do not understand this Darshan Line today then do not worry, I promise you that understanding will come flowing inward.
There are many types of pride in the life of a person.
Pride at times can have you become a better Teacher.
This is the Mother’s pride in the chela and it is not false pride.
The ego pride can be recognized because it just does not sit right in the space of intuition.
And it is the fit that we are looking for in our every day living.
It all comes together and once you become the finder social pressure of always being right starts to leave.
I promise that I will teach more on this subject.
This Yoga Intensive promises to open hearts like never before.
One of the main teachings is that you are not your past and that all experiences in the past will not have to be repeated for you to learn from them.
If you are still being hurt by an incident from years and years ago it is not the experience it is the ego bringing you the thought of this particular incident and if you let this thought grow in the strength of now you will only bring hurt to your self and yes to others.
In Kali Natha Tantra Yoga we live in the movements of the now and try hard not to let yesterday over take our minds.
There is no need to freeze any past experience so you can understand it now.
You are all so past this kind of behavior.
Breathe deeply in and out, each breath is new,
Each movement of your body comes from deep inside.
It is all about the Shakti of the Mother in the moment of the Mother.
Do not look for answers from yesterdays breath.
This first weekend Of Kali Natha Tantric Yoga promises to be like the ORB OF TRUTH.
Beyond all religions and philosophies.
You are being made free in the Great Light of the Self.
Thoughts can not interfere with the movements of Kali Natha Yoga.
Be calm my children and let your soul express the beatitude of the true self of light.
It is all about light.
And how bright you all looked last night.
Can you hear me my chela?
Can you feel me my chela?
It is like listening to your own heart.
Relax and just be.
The ego mind staggers to describe what is not.
The heart already knows what is.
I am so happy for you all as the world of Kali Natha Yoga embraces us as you learn to teach and to share.
Leaving the ego behind, I will take you to your true self.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai