Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
April 2, 2009
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Commit to yourself and for yourself and for the good of humankind.
Yes we all have the power with in us to be able to accomplish so much.
And all it takes is one word, commitment.
What is your lineage?
A lineage is the uninterrupted current that runs through the Guru, Her Guru and Her chela.
It never stops.
It goes on and on.
We are going to my daughter’s Ashram Kashi Atlanta tomorrow, I have received letter after letter I should say love letters from my chelas my daughter’s students.
This is a form of lineage.
It only takes a little while for the chela to feel the pull of shakti that brings you to the Feet Of Your Guruji.
Then the mind steps in, the lower mind and tries to separate Guru from chela.
This is the ego.
There is nothing that can separate the Guru’s heart from the chelas heart.
The commitment of living on Kashi and building on Kashi is changing every one’s life and once the commitment is made, life takes on a different meaning.
How great is it to be living on the Guru’s Ashram with the living Guru.
The ego comes in with all kinds of excuses yet we all know the bottom line.
If there is any possible way to build then do not think just do and feel the freedom of separation from the ego.
It is amazing at first, then it all comes together.
You are going toward what you always needed to do.
All mistakes of the past comes to the wonderful moment of now.
I envy all of you who are taking this step now.
GO FOR IT.
NO TIME FOR EXCUSES.
Any time you can be with the Guru and there is even one thought of being able to do so, then just do it.
So many excuses for so many life times brings depression where happiness and joy need to be.
And so I am coming to Atlanta and yes I feel the same way you all do.
I can not wait to get there and get busy right away.
Of course I will miss my Mother Kashi.
She is in my blood, but I am sure She will be taken care of by the loving hands of those who live on Her Sacred land.
When you feel that you are missing your Ma and you write to your Ma about it, please know that your Ma understands perfectly how you feel.
After all I am chela too.
At times the only difference is that I know I must always only be a breath away.
So my chelas listen not to your ego about anything, for the ego is that which brings so much pain for so many life times.
At times I look into the heart of all my chelas, I take my time and shine the brightest of lights so I can see what excuses the ego has used to create so much pain.
One is you are happy as you are why change?
I know how hard it is for so many of my chelas to hear from the Guru that they should teach and bring the Mother to others.
Talking to my Achariya Durga Das the elder. we said to each other how hard it is getting to be away from each other at this time in our lives.
We figured out that it is because we are getting older and miss each other more and more.
This is a different circumstance.
What you have all accomplished in different parts of the world and country has been amazing.
Yet this is my choice not yours, for you must bring this heart, this chela’s heart to those who will take care of the poor and the hungry, yet it does hurt and I know this.
I see my daughter Swami Jaya Devi long to be Here and yet She knows what it is she must do.
And on and on it goes.
And my Swami’s Laxman and Swami Bhava Tarini and Grandpa Swami Shiva.
I can go on and on.
Yet you must know I know what you all long for.
This is not your choice it is mine yet I miss you all.
I watch how those come to closing on our Ashram when they have decided to build.
It is so precious.
My chelas, you make no excuses for your love,
You stare down the ego and give it no room.
I am so proud of so many of you.
I know that this Darshan Line this morning is strong yet you have asked me to always tell you the truth and so I am.
When you begin to make excuses and you start to sound like your ego then I THE MOTHER GURU MUST CLEAR IT ALL UP.
I love you every one of you with all my heart.
And so does our Baba.
And we both know what you desire.
And my chelas I desire it too.
My heart is my altar to my Baba and Kashi is the deity.
When there is depression that seems to come from no where then let us not make excuses for it, let us look it straight in the eye and say I UNDERSTAND.
One loves their comforts and forgets their joy at the feet of the Guru at times.
I can understand this.
I have understood life time after life time.
Only now is the time for open hearts and the truth of love to rise.
I love to teach and share with you so much.
In fact there is much more about lokas my Ganesha Ma, that I can not wait to see your expression when I take you to them.
And my Swami Dhumavati my Smokey One, you love to understand about time and I love to teach you and keep you guessing while you go into the timeless space.
So much to give each and every one of you.
And you are taking it all in.
So Here we go, yes a strong but truthful Darshan that you probably think is about only you and perhaps it is.
And of course I have to mention my other spoiled one, my Raja Ma Ouy Vey what did we start???????????
I love you.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba as you all sit at mine.