Om Ganesha,

Namaste my chelas all over the world.

I sit Here at my desk and look over our Ganga.

This seems to be the hardest year to leave than ever before.

You all have grown so close to your Mother Guru that I can hardly stand to be with out you.

You have touched my heart in such a big way by growing toward your own true self.

I am thrilled to be your Guru Mother.

I will be Home in a blink of an eye.

Please take care of my Ashram, for She is my Mother, She is everything to my heart and so much more to go.

I ask you my chelas, CAN YOU FEEL ME, CAN YOU TASTE MY LOVE, CAN YOU KNOW HOW MUCH MY HEART LOVES YOU ALL???????????????????????????????

This is not the first time you have spent your life at your Mother’s Feet.

Breathe in and feel the flow of love that starts at the center of your being and runs through our veins.

My breath is yours, my heart is yours, and all that I am is yours.

I have asked my Baba so many times again and again HOW CAN YOU LOVE SO DEEPLY AND HOW CAN i FEEL IT MORE AND MORE??????????????????????

IS THERE EVER AN END TO THIS LOVE????????????????????????

He smiles and says THERE HAS NEVER BEEN A BEGINNING AND THERE FORE NEVER AN END.

And so we grow every moment, you and I my chelas, you and I.

As you breathe did you know that I check each breath?

As you walk I watch and see how you walk.

As you talk, I follow your speech from yesterday into tomorrow.

Truly when I say I AM WATCHING TRULY YOU MUST UNDERSTAND, THAT I AM, SO CLOSELY.

You are never ever alone, I am always watching, for you are my life.

I realize how this may sound to those who can not understand this love between Guru and Chela.

My Mother Kashi is the Goddess who guides us all through our many life times.

My God how I love you all.

And when this Ma returns to our Sacred Ashram you will be surprised how much you have grown and will continue to grow.

Our Mother Kali shines with the brilliance of a million suns.

Feel the warmth on and in your heart.

My chelas the body is the servant of the mind.

I will send you strong pure and happy thoughts and watch them build up through out your being.

Calmness of your heart is one of the great jewels of the wisdom of your intuition.

I have been patient with both you and me.

And now I can easily see the results of our love merging together at the Feet Of Our Baba.

I place my hand over your heart and invite you into my garden.

We sit together at my well and breathe in and out, in and out.

Feel my breath caress your third eye and watch how the rapture of energy and shakti flood through us.

I am here always my chela, always loving and taking you into the depth of your Universal Soul.

Walk with me through your divine being and take my hand.

I am so proud of you all.

Every one of you.

The fragrance of the Mother Guru shall live with you always.

Love love love, there is no love that is greater than the love between Guru and chela.

Watch the flowers bloom life time after life time only to continue to bloom always and forever.

I can go on and on, yet you know, I know you know.

I love you forever and always will.

My heart is made still with my own wanting for you to learn how much you are loved.

Love Ma

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Always and forever at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai

I whisper to your heart, I whisper soft and I whisper simply of my love that will never leave us.

I will always whisper through out eternity.