Om Ganesha
Morning Pujas and Prayers
August 14, 2009
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Leave behind your old way of thinking that you do not deserve happiness.
Of course you all deserve happiness.
In order to believe this you must shed unworthiness.
What you need in life is what you already have.
You must begin to trust the power of your mind.
All that you need in your life for full prosperity is here.
Sit quietly and see yourself as you want to see your self.
Change around your inner thinking and know how grateful your Ma is for your life.
Stop dividing yourself up into different pieces
What you need for a prosperous life will flow into your life as long as you believe it.
Surrender the lie that you are inferior.
You have many spaces of light in your life that you do not accept.
Enlightenment is a natural process.
As a baby your whole life is your mother, then your whole world is your room, then your consciousness constantly expands and your house becomes your world then outside of your house and then school and then work and so on and so forth.
As you grow through spirituality, you find more and more light.
It has all been there yet it is the way you repressed your horizon of yourself.
The Self does not listen to your ego.
Become like the eagle.
It is the only animal that can look straight into the sun and not be blinded.
And so the eagle flies into its own divine nature.
This is the great miracle of the Light that all Guru’s talk about.
It is the power of love that allows you to see your own darkness and give it up to the light.
The journey is not just toward light, you must pass through the hidden face of yourself the face of darkness.
You now have the strength to see your own darkness and fix it with your own Light.
Those who are on a spiritual path understand the darkness and embrace it.
One of the difficulties is the not believing that your Guru Mother can love you after She knows of your darkness.
Every one has darkness and so many of you just can’t seem to realize that your Mother Guru Loves You Unconditionally.
There is no easy guide to enter into enlightenment.
You can learn yet you can not be taught.
Enlightenment is yours, you just have to understand that you deserve it.
There is a deep ancient tradition where you learn what is in you by listening.
The idea of skipping over any darkness because of any judgment of the Guru is totally false.
Your personal journey belongs to you and your Guru yet others will want you to teach them and you can once you can believe in yourself.
Ask yourself what does this darkness mean to me and to others.
I will answer you in a very simple way, it is you who is talking to yourself and trying to figure out your life.
All of a sudden you begin to recognize the darkness growing lighter and lighter.
You have tasted your own life through the Light that has always been there.
Now you are tasting the wholeness of your life.
Mother Kali uses the knife of discrimination to show you that you can not reform any one else’s psychi, you can only take care of your self and through the course of taking care of your own fears others will learn.
Learning discrimination will have you holding your tongue and listening to your own truth inside of your self.
I will teach you how to nourish yourself thus being able to nourish others.
I can remember years ago becoming very excited to be able to help so many in so many ways until my Baba said quite loudly, this is your ego talking.
No one can help any one unless they themselves can be helped and this comes from understanding.
And so I begin to give you different breaths this summer and they begin to take on lives of their own.
You look at them differently than before.
Like keeping your tongue pressed against the upper part of your upper teeth on the ridges that are there to get rid of stale breath
Try it now, press your tongue against your upper teeth right over your front teeth and let the stale breath out of your nostrils, keep breathing out contracting your belly keeping the breath out then breathe in deeply the freshness of the now.
See how refreshed you feel.
You do not even have to know how to do it perfectly.
I am anxiously waiting for the time when I can teach you of the ridges over your upper teeth and teach you what they represent.
My Shody tells me to do it now.
I told her to be patient and it will be taught to you when you can begin to understand it even a little.
Do not forget that the physic is always tempting.
First the vertical going straight into the Light of the Mother and the Father and then you can be taught how to enjoy the horizontal of the physic.
Can you feel how excited your Ma is to teach you the mysteries of spirituality’s.
Of course I was told many years ago or life times ago not to teach of the secrets and as long as I have permission of my Guru Baba then all bets are off and permission I surely have.
My chelas there is no reason not to enjoy this journey we are all on.
There is so much heart ache that we will need to consume and we will, that a little understanding of what the Great Rishis knew can surely bring a smile to our hearts and the hearts around them.
We have created a paradise Here on our Mother Kashi Ashram and you are invited to live Here and build your houses and spend the rest of your life with your Ma on this Sacred Land.
My heart grows young thinking of our By The River and those who will be able to live in this magnificent beautiful home by the River in there older years being taken care of by the Mother and Her chelas and all those who want to.
I am beyond proud of you my chelas.
You have made my dream of serving others come true.
It is time for so many to come Home and to serve and to live.
And if you can not yet come Home often enough to make a difference a real difference in the lives of so many be patient it will happen
I guess I am missing you all so very much that keeps me writing and writing.
Even those who do not live with their Ma on our Sacred Kashi Ashram like to know that I am Home on our Ashram.
Raising all our kids hundreds of them through our schools and the ones who were born here has been my greatest reward and they are becoming mommies and daddies and I just can not believe it yet.
And so I write this Darshan Line filled with prasad for you my chelas just for you.
I love you all so very much.
And this journey we are all taking.
It is time for so many to come Home and taste the great bliss of Guru and chela living together.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always and forever at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai