Om Ganesha.
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 12, 2009
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Namaste my Kashi, my beautiful Mother of my heart .
There are no words to describe what this Ashram means to your Ma and what each one of you mean to your Ma.
I cry with you, I laugh with you, you all complete your Ma.
We moved Here in 1976, Oct. 11 and took root immediately.
The flowers of our hearts merged together and miracles began to happen.
We grew together, Mother and children and our Baba.
Let us garner all of our strength.
Let us expand our goodness.
There is so much for all of us in the now and in the future.
Look this moment deep into your heart and see what your dreams are.
Not your ego’s dreams, your dreams.
Important things usually takes a little longer than others.
Yet it will happen.
This moment let every thing release.
Be in the now.
You can not go beyond the world if you are angry with it.
Every year our new year begins when your Ma comes Home to our Baba’s Mahasamadhi.
My chelas and guests gather around me at the fire and we celebrate your Paramaguru’s and my Guru’s life and death.
Both dance with each other and let go all of our aggressions and receive love in huge amounts.
All the Shakti in the world and the heavens watch on and learn what love can accomplish.
Observation is power and judgment is weakness.
We observe and work hard and never judge.
I have never seen so many devoted chelas in my life working so hard to live in community at the Feet Of Their Guruji.
I shed tears of happiness.
I must thank deeply my Shakti Durgaya and my Minakshi and the others for taking care of my babies my animals.
I missed them so much.
Shiva can hardly walk yet he ran to his Ma.
Jivan is deaf and now fully blind, yet he stills can find his way up the stairs and be with His Ma And our Janaka is such a trip, he makes me so happy and has me laughing
Kashi is an open heart.
We all can feel Her presence.
Stay in Her flow.
Observation is power and judgment is weakness.
Observe and give your heart to every blade of grass on our Mother’s ground.
Soon I will be going on with a way to take you deeper and deeper.
You are ready, more than ready.
You can feel this in the moment where you observe and do not judge.
You are so strong my chelas.
You have accomplished so much good.
Our Ashram is like a shiny jewel.
So many worked so hard this summer to create an even more precious space for our Baba to reside on.
BY THE RIVER IS GROWING BY LEAPS AND BOUNDS.
Clearing out the weeds of Kashi brings forth the buds of now.
Do not worry my chelas, your Ma will wait for you all to get your homes together before I come for that cup of tea.
Yet I am not a guest I am your Ma and you are my child and we are all blessed, so blessed.
Lahiri you out did yourself
The deck is magnificent.
The grounds are beyond words.
My Gangaji Jaya you have done a great job on your Sacred Ashram
Our precious Ashram welcomes all Home to be blessed and loved.
The Shakti of your love is flowing all around us.
You are in the flow of love like never before.
This Ashram is like liquid gold always being poured by the hands of God
The Shakti, that She the Mother brings us is a high thought beyond thought beyond anything else we have experienced.
Our whole experience of life brings us to this moment that we share beyond all moments that we have shared.
Our soul is not home sick any more as we have come home to our Mother Kashi.
There is a light in part of us that is already at Home.
We are already with our Beloved, we have never been away.
I am so proud of you.
Never has a Guru had Her dreams come true in life.
The dreams to serve others as well as our selves.
It is all unfolding, By The River, Our Homes, Our Ashram, the fires in our dhunis. The songs of God and Goddess.
It is all Here my chelas.
Come Home to the Mother and let us celebrate our Baba and our Durga Puja.
My Yogiji would tell me over and over that I have created a miracle Here on Kashi.
I smiled and thanked Him for He too was my miracle.
The miracle of my heart.
You all are the miracle of my heart.
I will never forget my Yogiji nor the things of life He taught and is teaching.
I have brought our Swami Nityananda to the heart of so many.
Kashi holds all and all hold Kashi.
It is a very simple process.
My Baba on your day I lay my head at your Beautiful Feet.
I can not imagine any place else to be than at my Baba’s Feet.
So much more to learn and to do.
And we are doing it together at the Feet Of Our Living Guru Neem Karoli Baba.
We are all together so long, so many life times, so much love.
We are strong together, we are love together we are one breath together, we are no breath together, we just are.
Thank you my Baba, my beautiful Baba, my magnificent Baba.
How many ways can I love you.
And he answers, how many stars in the sky and beyond the sky and still there are ways to love Guru than there is time or space.
So let us start my chelas.
Let us join together and start.
I love you so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba, my heart my joy, my everything.
I will teach you all of this devotion, yet you already know, you already know.