Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
Sept. 13, 2009
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Last night darshan and celebration of my Beloved’s Life and Death touched us all deeply as we sat together at the Dhuni.
It was the first time my chelas saw me since the beginning of the summer retreat.
I knew my heart was beating outside my body and all could see and feel the love flowing from the Guru to the chela.
They came from all over the country and world.
We sat as one.
We were one.
Our Baba led your Ma all through the night.
When I looked up i saw that my chelas were staring at their Ma with such devotion.
I asked my Baba as we walked around the Ganga to the waiting arms of my chelas HOW CAN THERE BE SO MUCH LOVE IN THE UNIVERSE LIKE THERE WAS IN THAT MOMENT?
I walked toward them with a fresh step and an open heart.
My little babies were there, babies of my babies.
Three and four generations of my chelas.
The tears began to flow.
Tears of happiness of spiritual pride and joy.
Bina and my eyes made contact, over forty years we have been doing this bringing love where one would think that love could not exist
Our Baba’s Mahasamadhi.
My Twameva hugged me like no tomorrow and I hugged her back.
Let us all walk together toward our beloved’s heart.
It is all happening.
My Ma Sodashi and my Sunanda’s first Baba’s Mahasamadhi as they are now living in their new home on Kashi’s Soil.
I could go on and on with words that have been dipped in the sweetness of our Beloved’s love and caring.
I held tight to my children and they to their Ma.
At first the guests could not comprehend what was going on, not realizing that my chelas have not seen me and this moment was their moment with their Mother Guru.
The babies, the dogs the pets all were taken care of this retreat time.
How do I thank you enough for the way you took care of my babies.
It is so important to take care of they who take care of your Ma
The animals have so much unconditional love.
This was the way to attain the supreme reality in life and yes in death.
The Goddess reveals Herself through the form of who is doing Pujas to Her.
Her unfathomable wisdom, Her inexpressible Bliss and Her eternal existence.
My Baba’s Mahasamadhi was more of life than of death.
It was cow dust time, the crack between day and night.
It seems that the sun did shine in a special way over Kashi.
Who would the flower turn if not to the sun waiting to shed its light upon it?
If the earth did not did not spin who would the light return time after time?
Where would the darkness of Kali go to?
Mother Kashi holds the darkness in Her beautiful breasts.
We love our Beloved’s in all of our different ways.
They know, they truly know of our love.
First and foremost they know.
Simply put I am so happy Here with my chelas watching those who are in need be taken care of.
Taken care of by the young and the old and by generation after generation.
It is our Baba who guides our mind against temptations of lust greed anger hatred power fame and judgment of others.
How grateful is this Guru Mother????
There is no measurement great enough to measure.
It is said that sight claims the things that one can see.
My Beloved says NOT TRUE.
It is emotions of the heart the true love of the Soul that claims our Baba as our own and as the worlds and you know He lives on Kashi, our Kashi.
I love you my chelas as never before.
Our year begins with such joy and bliss.
Feel it.
Taste it.
Become it.
I will help you
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always and forever at our Baba’s Feet Neem Karoli Ki Jai
