Om Ganesha

Morning Pujas and Prayers

Oct. 31, 2009

Namaste my chelas all over the world.

I have known the silence and loudness of life.

I have known the sadness and happiness of life.

I have known the silence of the woods before the winds of spring begin.

And  I wonder within the depths of my mind of what use are words.

Do they not hurt us?

Do they not pull us from the moment of love and bring us into yesterday’s pain or tomorrow’s fear.

I ask of my Baba why do I do this Darshan line trying to touch every chela and heal their wounds and fix their hearts and He smiles and says as clear as day.

THIS IS YOUR PURPOSE, YOUR REASON FOR FLESH, THE REASON FOR THEIR BIRTHS, THE REASON FOR ALL OF YOUR DEATHS AND LIVES IS IT NOT? HE WHO I LOVE MORE THAN LIFE OR LIGHT DEATH OR DARKNESS ASKS OF HIS MOST DEVOTED CHELA, HIS MA.

I smile and say of course my Beloved, Of course, how silly i am for not seeing it all so clearly.

I remember asking life after life time the same question over and over.

Why do I forget the answer I ask of my Beloved Guruji?

 HE SMILES AGAIN AND SAYS WHAT IF YOU REMEMBERED EVERY THING YOU HAVE EVER SAID, WHERE WILL THE FRESH FLOWERS GO OR THE NEW ANSWERS.

 Are not the answers always the same I ask of my Laxmanji.

Each moment is different, through life times after life times there is so much to ask live and learn, and so  your children grow and the answers grow along with the  questions.

At this time in your life my Ma, you are allowed to use more and more or your Power thus showing more and more who you are.

Too full of wisdom for the heart to have the tongue to utter the knowledge all at once.

So your chelas learn from their mistakes slowly until it all makes a little more sense to their own hearts.

There is a great range of answers you have my Ma, always ready for the great range of questions they will ask you as the centuries go on.

Then it all becomes very exciting and real as you teach them to teach.

I bowed before my Guru Baba and wondered how many more questions I will have for my Beloved my Guru of Guru’s.

He turned and looked toward me and answered my unasked question and I smiled at us both.

I love you my chelas with all my heart.

Love Ma

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai