Om Ganesha
Afternoon Pujas and Prayers
December 3, 2009
Namaste my chelas all over the word.
The question today truly touches my heart.
QUESTION—- PLEASE TALK ABOUT HOW YOU ARE ALWAYS WATCHING YOUR CHELAS.
FROM MY RADHA KRISHNA JAYA
ANSWER—- When I take you deep into the Formless in Darshan you will always hear me saying I AM WATCHING, I AM WATCHING and truly I am.
Going into Samadhi or Formless or the Emptiness at times one can become afraid.
This is called Kundalini Experience or deep Spiritual Experience and for those with out Guru can be at times very fearful.
With the Mother watching over you, She protects you and keeps you well balanced so you can enjoy the completeness of God and Goddess.
I want so much for my chelas especially the Great Bliss that the sages and holy ones wrote about in so many scriptures of many religions.
One of your deepest fears and there are many, is that you are inadequate to receive all the power Shakti that goes with entering the Formless.
The Mother asks you WHO ARE YOU NOT TO BE. YOU ARE THE CHILD OF THE MOTHER.
You were born to become one with all that there is.
This is not just some of us, it is all of us.
And as you let your own Light shine you unconsciously and consciously give others permission to do the same by your actions.
Once you are liberated from your own fear, your presence automatically shows others that they can also be liberated.
There is no limit in what you can accomplish.
So many of you write the Mother asking HOW COME THAT AS SOON AS YOU STEP INTO OUR DATTATREYA TEMPLE ALL CAN FEEL THE SILENCE AND LOVE.
My chelas this was not always true.
It took many years of your Ma watching over you in Darshan and other times for your Soul to become one with the Mothers or at least started to.
This is why the excitement spreads through out your Being when you know that soon you will be in your Ma’s presence or your Guru’s Presence.
I do not need to be your Guru for you to feel this flow of Shakti as the Mother approaches you or is about to come into Darshan.
You all felt such excitement when I announced that I will begin to paint again, for it is all part of the Mother and one of the ways to feel the different Gods and Goddesses.
And so I keep on watching you as you live your life any where in the world.
Watching and protecting.
Laughing with you and crying with you and simply showing you how to drop the ego that comes or tries to come between you and your Ma.
I guard your hearts bodies and Souls.
For you are my child and I am your Mother.
And then there are the choices.
I can only show you them.
I can not make your choices for you.
I can bring you to the point where the ego can not lure you or seduce you or make you forget that you are a child of the Gods and Goddesses.
Look and see where you are at this moment.
Say to yourself MY MA LOVES ME.
Say this over and over as the words go deeper and deeper.
Unfortunately I have very rarely been wrong and when I see unnecessary pain inflicted upon you then I must step in and try to get your hearts attention.
I have asked for this boon, to be able to hear who is calling me, who is in need of the Mother
As you look upon these words of prasad in their original form , for these words have not been edited yet, can you feel the Mother looking over you?
Although you take up all my time I would not change anything for you can have a great spiritual and earthly life and so I AM WATCHING ALWAYS WATCHING IN DARSHAN AND ELSE WHERE.
Although there is nothing like being at the Feet of the living Guru and living on Her Sacred Land and in the community of Kashi.
I try to take care of the families of my chelas as you have seen over the past 36 years and this has been my pleasure.
At times there is no need to suffer and yet you can not see it or feel it.
I will always continue to watch you and try to show you the great spiritual intuition in you as you learn and learn more and more..
I love you my chelas with all that I am.
Here is the painting from yesterday as it did not come out on the computer.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai
P.S, you must know that our Baba is always watching your Ma and for this I am eternally grateful.
