Om Ganesha
Morning Pujas and Prayers
January 10, 2010
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Well here comes monday and we are ready to start all over.
Shody will be operated on tomorrow and come Home in a few days.
Thank you all for all you have done for our Shody and your Ma.
Our Swami Krishna Bai has really had to come through for her Ma and even I know it was not easy.
My boys were great Swami Durga Das Achariya and my Achariya Rudra Das and my Swami Mohan and so many more.
So many of you have really come closer to your Ma .
My Raja Ma just a few more days, can you make it more interesting like maybe stories of the Oceana Theater that you and I use to sneak into.
Seriously I thank you all every one of you.
These weeks showed so many of you how much chela can mean to Guru and Guru to chela.
There are so many opportunities offered to so many.
It is said in the scriptures that to hear from the Guru before the sun comes full up is a blessing very few have. Most of you have heard from this Ma through the Darshan Line much more than usual
Most of the time I write the darshan line in early dawn and send it out later so you are getting your Pre Dawn Ma.
Also most of the painting and pujas and prayers that go into the Sacred Art is done beneath the moon and into the dawn of Mother Kashi, so this is another way to feel the Force Of Mother Kali and Mother Shri Bhagavati.
I have also been painting the BLACK MOTHER BHAGAVATI WHICH IS QUITE FEARFUL BUT SHE CERTAINLY GETS THE JOB DONE.
After you look at your Mother Shri Bhagavati go toward your Black Mother and She will give you the courage to hold Her and have Her hold you.
When you order your paintings just ask for the Black Mother Shri Bhagavati after you have ordered your Shri Bhagavati.
Write your Ma how your life has changed due to the paintings.
They are very primitive and strong.
Our Neem Karoli Baba Loves them.
There is so much unconditional love flowing through you all.
Use it.
Do not fear unconditional love.
There is an utter simplicity to it.
Thinking of a lightning bolt is a good way to think of the way the Guru loves you.
Strong and straight and full of light.
She loves you with all that She is.
That lightning bolt never stops racing through you and opening you and bringing you courage you never knew you had.
Isn’t it true that when you are tense you can not let the fullness of the lightning bolt touch you, it bounces off of you.
When you can relax you can spread the light of the Guru all through out of your being, your body your place where you live.
The Light just simply spreads and spreads and warms and relaxes you.
It is funny how the little ones, my babies can hold the Mother so well.
Oh they scream and yell and as soon as they see the lolly pops their little bodies just relaxes into their world.
They say over and over Ma Lolly Pops, Ma Lolly Pops.
I just melt from every one of them.
Wait till you hear our Little Bean speak French I think I am going to die of bliss when I hear her.
When India dances for Ma I am finished for the day and just melt into her little arms.
Miss thing and lets see who you think miss thing is, just takes every one over including Her Guru Grandma.
Her Mom use to do it also.
How can little babies be so powerful.
Our Baba says because they are not afraid of their simplicity.
And our tough one baby Arya
I can watch this little beauty all day and night and boy does she know it.
Of course I must say the love of my heart and they all are, but we went through so much with Him is my Jai Rudra.
I fight our Sushila and our Chandra Devi for the honor of holding this little one who knows exactly what he is doing to his Guru Mother
And our little Italian stallion our Little Anthony Jaya Das Jr. my Great Grand child, he is a handsome little boy.
And of course the one who I can see in the future holding my heart in his little hand our BOY BEAN.
What a beauty
Where did these little guys come from.
They keep their Guru Grandma alive and filled with life.
I can not thank my Baba enough for the life of these babies and the beauty of their parents.
My Gita Jaya WHAT A MOM!
Ok I am not starting on the parents.
But you have to admit our Hanuman Shivas and Jackie Uma’s group of kids can steal any one’s heart away.
OK enough is enough.
I sure am rambling.
Who said that Mother Kali can’t be bought off with a smile or a little kiss from any of our kids or the way they wave by by .
Gratitude Gratitude, Gratitude
This is all I have, Gratitude and love, love and gratitude.
The Teaching keeps changing and getting more and more full and yet even at the Feet Of The Tantric Shri Bhagavati has become so sweet in its strength.
I have dreamed of BY THE RIVER SINCE I WAS A LITTLE GIRL UNDER THE BOARDWALK WITH BIG HENRY, OLD HUDSON, CHICKY AND CHEWS.
Especially when the wind blew hard and the cold rain would come down between the boards and we all would shake from the cold.
I use to say to Big Henry- WHEN I GET BIG, I AM GOING TO BUILD YOU ALL A HOUSE TO LIVE IN AND NEVER BE COLD AGAIN AND WITH LOTS OF FOOD.
I can remember it as if it was yesterday, Big Henry would say to me Girl child, you keep us all warm with your love.
And Chicky would wrap her arms around my skinny body and just kiss me up and boy did I feel like a million bucks.
And guess what ? we sure did build them their house.
You did.
Please volunteer all you can do.
There is so much more we all can do.
Did you see the pictures of our Elder Achariya Durga Das and all the food he gives away to those in need.
I am just saying to all of you.
Thank you for my dreams coming through
My Columbia John and his beautiful wife gave us two little boys one more precious than the other.
Indeed this Kashi makes miracles like no other place in the Universe
Kashi of my heart and Baba of my Soul.
I never let go of your Beings and never will.
Baba Baba Baba Baba Baba the greatest mantra that their is.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai