Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
January 29, 2010
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
As the dawn comes to us at Kashi my heart is filled with my love for my chelas and my Ashram and of course my Guruji.
You fill my heart as I take you into the void of life and death.
I have begun to paint Lord Rudra with the blood red tears falling from his beautiful eyes.
It is very powerful and will take your Ma a little bit of time to complete each one.
See in your heart at this moment what it is you think you are in need of,
I am beginning to answer questions again and yesterdays answer just thrilled so many.
The answers some times delights you and holds you like nothing else.
The Rhythm of the Universe is like the Mother Kali’s Rhythm always there always Here.
Come dance with your Ma my chelas in the invisible embrace of love and trust.
You are the truest sound of the Universe.
Can you feel this my love, my chelas.
You are the wonderment in my life.
I bow to my Baba Neem Karoli in all of your names.
Accept this bow for it is from my heart to the heart of the Universe.
Let us promise each other that you will do your best to live with awareness.
It does not have to be perfect.
It just has to be the way for all of you to accept with grace and understanding the love that the Guru showers upon you.
Beauty of the Universe shines with in itself in every one of you.
The question today is
MA HOW CAN YOU LOVE ME WITH ALL MY FLAWS?
DO YOU KNOW OF MY FLAWS AND MY IMPERFECTIONS.
HOW CAN YOU HOLD ME MA KNOWING ALL YOU KNOW.
In reading this letter to your Ma I began to shed tears.
Do you not understand after so many years that you are part of me.
That you are me.
That you are the most perfect human to my eyes and heart.
I ask you.
Where is this question coming from.
Who has hurt you so deeply that you can not feel my love shaving away at what it is you do not need.
At the heart of your being you are pure beauty.
It dwells, this beauty in my own heart and even though old lusts come to gather with the blessings of the ego to gather you in the ego’s arms.
Do you actually think that any part of the ego even the ego of a million humans can not touch my love for any one of you.
Ego ego stay far away from my children in life and in death.
They are mine and always will be.
This adventure called life we lived together.
You can rest assured that you are completely Here in my arms.
The drama of life will not follow you into death unless I allow it to be.
I am always in your corner.
And if I sound completely crazed now I do not care.
You must know that I will be with you in death as well as in life.
It takes one stroke of the Guru’s brush to paint you free.
I now paint you free.
And so your question this day is will you always know of your Mother Guru and my answer is of course.
I have spent life time after life time showing you the way to my heart.
The privilege of taking you all across and you I will. live like a living breath always.
Look out of your third eye this moment and feel how I am watching for you, watching how you move or stay still or simply just be.
Also I have been writing a lot about death because a few of you all over the world has been asking me questions as you are living very close to death at this time in your life.
So learn my chelas and as long as you want to learn then I will share with you what I can and hold you as the answers seep in.
So ask away.
Ask away and free your heart from any doubts.
One day your students will ask of you the same questions and being there is no time or place in the Mother’s awareness of death, you will be able to use these answers as you see fit.
Only this is quite personal and there is no doubt in your heart as you ask the questions of Lord Yama.
There is a huge shock for the world to see death up close.
There is nothing in life that can transform the traveler in death as the death moment.
In our traveling through life my chelas Death is an unwelcome guest.
Yet the act of helping one to die by holding their hands or whispering gently into their ears songs of love.
At times one feels helpless in the face of death.
One should whisper something beautiful in the ear of the dying.
There is more life at the death bed than any other place.
Your sole attention should be placed at the dying moment.
If the dying is trying to say anything than listen with all of your being.
Try to be in the moment of life and watch how two people come together on the raft of life you and the dying.
Make a raft of strong and beautiful words to send across the ocean of life.
You need not know whom I am talking about.
You only need to understand love and how beautiful you are at the moment of death.
Death is not the final cut.
There is so much more to come.
So many choices to make.
So much excitement in the emptiness
Your mind is not limited at the time of death.
Your Soul never lost touch with the Eternal.
The Soul is well prepared for death.
We are all part of the process.
Death has already taken place through the Soul.
Watch and notice how the soul awakens in the brightness the great Light beacons you.
I will never let you be naked in the face of death. The mystery of eternal life is yours to understand in your heart.
The eternal life is the transformation of body into ash.
I am ash and one with the act of nature.
I love you my chelas and will answer all your question as you send them in.
The essence of each person is so very unique and all are loved.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma KI Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai