Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
March 27, 2010
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Confusion is a mind game that the ego sends you to cause you to procrastinate.
It stops you from getting things done.
And yet the mind keeps going back to what has to be done, so depression finds a way of getting into your psychi.
Confusion brings poor concentration.
Confusion comes from the ego asking too many questions.
What should I do now?
And then the ego sends you tons of more questions.
And nothing gets done and you become depressed all from procrastination.
When you feel there is a conflict in your mind, begin to meditate on your heart and soon you will find that procrastination falls away from your life.
Every thing gives off an energy.
When you tune into dark energy of procrastination every thing is over shadowed by the ego.
So many times the intellect is dominated by the ego.
Say your mantra until you find that your mind’s chatter is slowing down or shutting off completely
You and you alone hold the key to your life.
The higher power inside of you is always ready to come to your rescue in all situations.
My chelas you waste a lot of energy satisfying your ego.
Blind fold your ego and never let it take you over.
The most important thing you can do is to forgive yourself for all things.
The past is past and can not be fixed.
The only remedy is to forgive yourself and to walk on.
Not being able to walk for such a long time I missed walking around my Ashram
You didn’t know because I always took the Kali Kart or walked only a tiny bit.
Now I am able to walk a little and a whole new world opened for your Ma.
I cry with appreciation for the beauty of our Sacred Ashram
It also sets me to wonder if you all understand what is Here.
You who live Here and you who visit the Mother Kashi.
I take my time and look with delight to every little space I can find.
It is like being given another chance in life and boy is your Ma enjoying every second of it.
I have always been grateful Gratitude is beyond a humble experience.
It is a wonderful feeling of the heart.
Last night I was so grateful for Mother Kashi as we had our Mahadeva Memorial.
So grateful for such a sacred place like our Ganga to place my son’s ashes.
I am so grateful that my Laxmi will always have a place to come to sit and to reflect upon her loved one.
There is so much life in our Ganga where the ashes of our dead dwell.
Always grateful I bow to all of Kashi and kiss my Baba’s Feet.
So my chelas be grateful as you walk around Her Sacred Grounds and feel Her breath in the slightest of winds.
Light a candle in your heart to the Mother.
Never let guilt stop you from appreciation.
Never beg for the past.
Remind your self that in the light of the Mother everything is healed.
There are no losses in this world only the different changes that go on in your life.
Living on Kashi there is a deep process that always go on where you grow and grow with each breath
I love you all my chelas.
Be with us in your heart as I teach the yoga teachers of Kali Natha Tantric Yoga this weekend.
There is never such an intimate setting between Guru and chelas as when I teach Kali Natha Yoga.
I love you all so very much.
Truly feel this love as it flows into you with each breath.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai.