Om Ganesha.
Morning Pujas and Prayers.
August 7, 2010
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
One has to own the quality of Kashi in themselves.
They have to see that Kashi could be a reflection of themselves.
The inner most quality of my chelas who adore Kashi in their heart is like a very pure instrument that one can play any time.
When you dare to live your own destiny you necessitate a different form of behavior.
You understand in your heart what Mother Kashi wants for you.
You have to catch it.
You have to read between the lines of life.
You learn to read between lines using the quality of Mother Kashi or Mother Mary or any Feminine holy Form.
I longed to spend my life as a little girl in Coney Island with my head in the lap of the statue of Mother Mary who is outside of our LADY OF SOLACE church and school.
I did not know who She was,
It was almost like She belonged to a different time a different consciousness.
It wasn’t about being Jewish or Christian it was about the love of the Mother that the child saw in this statue as I was running around wild in Brighten Beach and Coney Island.
I wanted Her qualities, i wanted to be Her.
And when She came to me as OUR LADY OF GUADALUPE I had no idea that She was the Mother of Christ, i knew She was my Mother and I wanted the world to understand, yet I was afraid to tell any one.
As the world all around me changed or I changed I kept my love for Her a secret except for telling Tirza the WINE BATH LADY OF CONEY ISLAND.
She did not have a clue who I was talking about and was kind of jealous of a strange woman who I loved so very much,
Until I took Her to meet Her in front of the Church.
She also cried and later She told me she saw so much love in this little girls heart.
And so my chelas when Mother Kali came to me I felt the same longing to be loved by Her though She scared me to the bone at first.
Look toward your Beloved all this day.
Look toward your Mother Kashi who welcomes you all to Her shores and Her arms.
I love you my chelas with all my heart.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai