Om Ganesha

Evening Pujas and Prayers

August 10, 2010

Namaste my chelas.

Hiding out in my Swami Bhagavati Cave that he made me with the rain pouring down and looking at the dolphins my mind drifts where it always drifts back to my blood Home Kashi and all of you.

Yes She is my Blood Home because She is in my blood life time after life time.

I watch the sea as she gets rougher and rougher and give Her all your pain as Her waves flow in and watch Her again as She brings it all out to turn to more of Her waters.

I am a Guru in love with my chelas.

I was warned not to love my chelas so deeply less I become totally attached to them and in the back ground of this teaching I heard my Baba say TOO LATE.

I knew it was too late and that I would spend my life sharing all I know about God and Goddess, Source and the sky and oceans and beyond beyond.

And so I am doing this and have been doing this for the past 38 years.

And so much more to come as you move Home to our Village of Kashi one by one to live on the land of the Guru Mother on the shores of the Ganga our Sacred Ganga.

And He said to me in 1972 TEACH ALL WAYS FOR ALL WAYS ARE MINE.

I listened to the words of the Christ and lived them all of my adult life.

He also said when I got so afraid when He appeared to me IF YOU RUN NOW YOU WILL ALWAYS RUN.

I heard Him loud and clear and ran as fast as I could any way well as fast as a 275 lb. woman could run. ( I kid you not just ask my old ones )

Yet after a few days I ran right back to Him wearing as many Jewish stars as I could find and lighting as many lamps that was in my house in Brooklyn.

The love I felt for Him was greater than the fear.

And so my chelas your Ma understands fear so very well.

Yet I say to you when you run from your true self now you may always run.

Take for your self in the now and give to others in the now.

This is drinking as you are pouring.

My chelas I do not love you with any conditions I love you as you are.

I love your darkness for I know it will pass.

I do not love you in secret.

I love you out loud.

I love you with out complexities or pride.

I love you straight forward and fully because I know no other way.

I breathe my breath into you so you can feel the bloom of Baba’s breath.

I watch you as I do Pujas for you all as your problems crumble apart

I caress your souls like the gentle wind of Lord Hanuman’s Vayu.

The Universe throbs with the swelling of the Guru’s love.

And bitterness becomes sweet.

I know because I am chela too and have tasted His Sweetness.

I love you my chelas.

Know of this love and live in bliss.

Love Ma

Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai

Always at His Blessed Feet Of Our Neem Karoli Baba Ki Jai