Om Ganesha,
Morning Pujas and Prayers
August 15.2010
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
When unexpected feelings come to the surface, when remarks are made that really mean nothing at all and still hurts you a lot then you must understand that you are not in alignment
and in balanced with your true and natural.
You can tell if you let your body speak to you.
See how you feel.
Ask your self WHY DID I FEEL LIKE THIS.
And then follow your mind back into your own unconscious and let your heart figure it out.
As long as you are being honest to yourself you can follow the mind into spaces that you would not ordinarily go to.
When feelings or resentments come to the point that it is interfering with your life it truly is time to face that which you may refer to as your demons.
Yet when you can acknowledge your true feelings the darkness in you has to begin to crumble.
When this happens you are no longer limited by the restrictions of repressions.
Repressions limit you,
You do not realize the richness that you have lying deep inside of you waiting to oblige you into knowing your true self.
Once you accept any flaws in yourself you begin to accept the richer part of your selves.
You begin to feel the expanding consciousness.
Enlightenment is the simple expansion of consciousness,
It is very gradual yet it is continuous.
This happens very gradually because we need to adjust to the light as our inner selves expand.
And slowly your life become richer with in.
On the out side we are still the same yet on the inside we are no longer trapped in the ego.
We go to a place where the sun does not set, just pure light all of the time. We become like the eagle that can look straight into the sunlight with out blinking.
He just accepts the Light as His own.
The Shakti of love energizes our self to love our selves and therefore to love others.
Through love we offer all of our darkness to the Mother and She takes it and returns it to us as a golden light.
It is not easy.
In fact it is quite hard.
Yet my chelas it is so worth it to be in the Divine Light of the Mother in any of Her magnificent Forms.
When our Lady Of Guadalupe first came to your Ma, Her Light blinded me for I was a little girl.
Yet after a while my whole being adjusted to Her beauty and Her Light.
It was a shock at first and yet even in my youth it was a shock that I wanted though afraid, I wanted it.
This is the same when My Baba came to me.
His Light was so great that for sure I thought I would go blind and yes at first I did not want it because I wanted it so much, i feared for the life I was living and the beautiful family I had.
Yet how could any one see just a glimmer of Light and just let it go?
You can’t.
You just can’t.
So I made my Baba and my Swami teach me to teach where it would not hold so much fear for my students that were yet to arrive.
I did not ask that they would not be afraid, I asked that they would have the courage to go on into the Light and not run.
And for so many my Pujas and requests have been answered.
And so as Kashi grows I take you all deeper and deeper into that Great and magnificent Light of the Mother.
I love you my chelas with all my heart
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always in the Light of my Baba’s Feet Ki Jai
P.S.
Here are pictures that my kid cousin my Anjani sent to me, the second one is of my Grandfathers tomb stone was taken 80 years after the first.
That is my Grandmother who lived with us in our basement apt. in Brighton Beach Brooklyn.
She ended up in the Bronx Home For The Aged where we rescued her.
That my chelas is another story.
