Om Ganesha
Evening Pujas and Prayers
August 17, 2010
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Inside, deep inside of you there is sweet harmony behind all the chaos of life.
There is a simple order in the love that is born from your spiritual heart that goes beyond complications that life brings.
It is a matter of allowing the love that you already have to come to the surface of who you are.
When you are quiet there are always flashes of intuition that makes itself known.
The lake of your mind stays calm and still when you call on the Mother Kali.
When the Mother Kali first came to your Ma I have never seen anything like this that came before me and I literally freaked.
I called my Beloved Teacher Hilda while Kali was in front of me, I was kinda of screaming in fear ( this is about 1973 ) WHO IS THIS??????? she said in her calm voice “DARLING PLEASE ASK HER TO UNZIP HERSELF AND SHOW YOU HER GOLDEN HEART”
And so I did and all of a sudden there before me was the most beautiful woman that I have ever seen.
Kind and gentle and filled with eyes of compassion.
She was with me for about 11 months as I was working with children with leukemia.
The pain was so deep in my heart when one of the children would pass and the others would ask for him.
I found that I missed the Black Mother with the blood and the fangs and the necklaces of skulls holding a head in her dark hand.
I knew that She would take from me any kind of pain that I was feeling day in and day out.
She was darker than the pain.
In fact She is darker than any negativity.
I called on Her begging Her to come to me.
She is the Black Mother who consumes all that is negative.
And then She brings you to the endless Bliss of Harmony and Liberation.
She takes from your life all the rumble of self doubt.
She brings you expansion of the Self.
All the Divine Forms aids the mind to move towards the Supreme Self.
They let you know that this world does not exist in itself.
The Divine Forms help you cut through all the Maya (illusion) that the ego puts forth as obstacles toward Liberation.
Mother Kashi Herself is a Divine Form where the Guru lives with Her chelas.
Her grounds are sacred and fertile.
I never thought I could miss a place so much, a place of Beauty, the place of the Mother.
The Home Of Kali and our Baba.
I miss the scent of Her.
Take care of each other my chelas and our beautiful Mother Kashi.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Always at the Feet Of Our Baba Neem Karoli.
P.S. My Raja Ma Jaya, Danella got thrown off the show THE NEW JERSEY HOUSE WIVES ( I bet you did not know that )
My Twameva I miss you.
Shody is losing weight and still eating in front of me.
Today she looks at me and says OH MA I FORGOT TO EAT MY SANDWICH.
I wanted to drown her and the book BREAD FOR LIFE.
How could any one on a diet forget to eat when she is allowed to eat?????????????????