Om Ganesha
Morning Pujas and Prayers
July 14, 2011
Namaste my chelas all over the world.
Around 1975 or so, I asked my Teacher about my students coming Home to my arms.
She said OH DARLING THEY ARE ALL AROUND YOU.
I knew there were hundreds more because my Swami Nityananda and my Guruji Baba Neem Karoli had told me so.
Ask at Saint Johns ( where Hilda first taught and I was able to get to ever so often ) who had three dreams of Swami Nityananda and they too can come and meet you when you teach at my Home.
As I was coming into the church I spotted a very thin man whom I instantly knew was mine.
He had bushy bushy hair and I loved him.
I grabbed him secretly and asked if had ever had a dream with Swami Nityananda
He looked startled as if I was attacking him, but I didn’t have time I had to take my seat next to my Beloved Hilda
He said that he had two dreams of Swami.
And I answered, LISTEN BUSTER WHEN I ASK WHO HAD THREE DREAMS OF SWAMI, YOU SAY YES.
He looked startled and quietly said OK.
I thought he thought I was nuts and at that time in my life I truly was.
( there was my Sita sitting there and I knew She was trouble big trouble but I loved Her at the first moment my eyes looked into hers.( yes our Sita. my Sitala Jewels Mom )
We all took our seat and Hilda asked DARLINGS WHO HAD DREAMS OF SWAMI Nityananda.
A lot stood up, Then She asked who had two dreams of swami.
Some sat down.
I looked at the skinny guy with a look that could kill and he kept standing cause he did have two dreams.
Then my Hilda asked now think and think good.
I whispered to my Hilda, let me as the next question please.
I never asked my Hilda anything, so She announced the Divine Mother will speak, ( I kid you not )
I said in my Brooklyn accent ( I had a deep Brooklyn Accent at that time ) Hey I said who had three dreams with our Swami Nityananda, staring straight out into the large crowed at this skinny guy with bushy hair.
The poor guy did not have a chance, the Shakti coming to Him from me was quite intense.
He raised a trembling hand, more afraid of Hilda than of me.
Quite a few others raised their hands also, but I at that time only had eyes for my skinny guy with the bushy hair.
Hilda said OK after this Darshan you whose hand was raised can come to my home tomorrow to meet the Divine Mother just give us your names.
When I got to Hilda’s Apt the next day there they all were.
And so was my bushy haired man.
My Billy was there of course, my Naga Baba Billy was my first student to come forth this life
Once again i look at the Bushy haired guy and told him that He will never leave my side again, not knowing he had a wife and three little children.
I did find out only to understand from my Baba that they were mine too, mine for ever and ever.
I named my man Moksha Ram for I knew He would be a great teacher one day and began to teach him personally as he came to my house in Brooklyn.
Soon He became my Mersh for some reason I loved that name, my Mersh.
The years came and went but my little family, never left my side.
I taught my Mersh to teach about Swami Nityananda and when He was ready, I gave him the name of Moksha Ram Nityananda and then Swami Moksha Ram Nityananda.
There was no one in the Teaching, Baba’s Teaching that could teach like my Mersh.
Over the years I sent hundreds to learn at His Feet.
From New York, to Brooklyn and then to our Beloved Ashram in FLA.
The years went on and our Ashrams grew.
My Janaki Ma became the best nurse available and was quite respected by her peers and the doctors who knew Her.
Their children became my children and I loved them all.
Now my Mersh is slowly slipping away.
He may not recognize you, but you must know He is there.
My Swami Moksha Ram is there.
My Janaka Ma takes care of him day and night, she did this for the longest time.
He is in there, a beautiful soul in this body whom I love beyond words.
He not only had the third dream of Swami Nityananda, he has Swami Himself.
I love you my Swami Moksha Ram Nityananda always and forever.
My Janaki Ma will let you know when you can visit.
I love you all so very much.
Love Ma
Jai Kali Ma Ki Jai
Jai Laxmi Ki Jai
Always at His Feet Of Our Swami Nityananda
Always and for ever at the Feet Of My Precious Guruji Baba Neem Karoli Ki Jai
From the second I saw you this life time and all life times. I will be Home soon.
Thank you my Janaki Ma for taking care of my Mersh and for taking care of His Guru.
